TheWildflowerist@clark I go most Sundays still because we have a very active small group that I feel indebted to and connected to. The problem is that I smile and still pretend to believe what I used to believe. With my husband extremely ill, they have helped me and my kids get through it all and I feel this massive burden of debt to not "quit" the church or admit my struggles with doctrine and God or look for other churches that would be a better fit.
Kristin@TheWildflowerist @clark I feel that. As I'm kinda approaching reconstruction with a very mystic scaffolding, I find myself trying to push the envelope a little in our conversations about Spirituality (because I'm an #enneagram8 and always confrontational), but the response always makes me feel like I might be a little alien.