So, I'm trying to wrap my head around Qt's Graphics View Framework. I thought it would be as simple as the rest of Qt has been. It's not so it's more "fun" at least.

#c++ #Qt #whyamilikethis

no one:
me: buying lots of (expensive) plushies just to rediscover an old one and loving it a lots again 😆

#plushies #whyamilikethis

GIRLI's Why Am I Like This?? EP is such a mood and a banger to boot 🎶

Totally vibe with I Really F**ked It Up and Imposter Syndrome.

#GIRLI #WhyAmILikeThis?? #AlbumArt

CW for image - direct eye contact

Some (everyone who knows me) might call me obsessed with my favourite bands (they are right) and that music isn't a suitable substitution for therapy (they are wrong).

#blackbriar #blackbriarmusic #thorns #music #MusicObsessive #musicobsession #gothicmetal #gothmetal #roses #taxidermy #selfmade #musichumor #bandhumor #gasmask #witchinghour #top5 #topthingstodo #whyamilikethis #bpd

I've noticed a weird corner-case in my psychology that I don't have a name for, but it's definitely there.

Picked up a loaner car from my mechanic because they have my car in to change the oil (side-note: thanks folks! The fact yinz offer a loaner car is huge). On the loaner contract, they highlighted a part where I had to bring a receipt proving I'd filled the gas tank.

This is new, so I asked what's up: normally I just bring the car back with the tank full. I even top it off for them because, hey, it's like three spare bucks for me and it saves someone on the staff a trip out in the cold.

Boss tells me the needle sticks a bit, so the receipt is to make sure it got filled. "Even if it's just fifty cents," he says, "need the receipt." Otherwise, they charge a flat $20 for a courtesy fill.

Now, my normal process is: drive over, fill the tank at the station two minutes from their garage, drop it off. But now that a receipt is involved? I'm inclined to fill it two minutes from my office, drive a half-hour to their garage and drop it off... Just so there's less actual gas in the tank.

I don't know why I'm like this. But when someone replaces a reasonable system between two rational actors with a contract and rules, it's like part of my brain flips a switch and goes "Oh. There are rules now. That must mean this is a game. And I intend to win."

#IATA #WhyAmILikeThis

peace and blessings witches and exorcists, @solarheartmind here

just dropping another quote by @nobuhojimichaan from the #whyamilikethis episode on the topic of 'death'

this quote describes a journey that sols may take when those sols aren't coherent enough to make it back to ma'at

https://m.thebroom.us/@radio/112596632911757410

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hi everyone!

here is another quote by @nobuhojimichaan from the #whyamilikethis episode on the topic of 'death'

if it aligns, feel free to reply below:
have u had experiences where ur awareness in the lower chakras was not connected to the heart fire? how did it take shape for u and/or what did u learn from those experiences?

https://m.thebroom.us/@radio/112596632911757410

hello, @solarheartmind here -

this quote by @nobuhojimichaan from the #whyamilikethis episode on 'death' struck many chords for me

while considering my personal experiences with disassociation/mental health, the gnosis within this quote has allowed me to reflect on the importance of increasing capacity to be with pain + has acted as a reminder that there is no 'end point' to healing/refinement

https://m.thebroom.us/@radio/112596632911757410

The Gift And Curse of Associative Memory, Part Ten Billion

Every time I’ve opened Tusky, my Mastodon client, today, I get this goddamned song stuck in my head.

https://youtu.be/EmuBOfurv3o?si=vhy7yJgBZLyHGs_i

Figuring out all of the various and sundry Fedi plugins I can integrate with WordPress is AMAZING. I’m having a blast exploring the Fediverse. But I swear, if I get this drumbeat stuck in my brainhole ONE MORE TIME…

🎶Don’t say that you want me, heeeeyyy🎶

NO. I DO NOT WANT THIS SONG IN MY BRAIN AGAIN. PLEASEEEEEE…

-Lazarus

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#actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #AssociativeMemory #AuDHD #catchySong #earworm #Fediverse #FleetwoodMac #internetExploration #Tusky #WhyAmILikeThis

Me:

/Commits to waking up earlier on the weekends
/Successfully stops needing an alarm to wake up earlier on weekends
/Is still grumpy about being awake this fucking early on a weekend

#WhyAmILikeThis

Anyway, I was too tired to workout yesterday, so lfg I guess