#FitIn2026 – March edition
Well... I had high hopes of March, I suppose... Bas had gone home last a few weeks ago, so the gym was back in the routine. But... I kept having nights where I was still tired after sleeping. There were some nights with less stupid dreams, and they provided me with some energy. But, I was very low on spoons, I struggled with more pain issues, I got a lot of CTPSD triggers which made me sad and down, and my brain was either on fire, wanting everything all at once... Or... Not wanting anything at all, as it was not really worth it anyway... 😢
Weight wise, and exercise wise, March was not a good month. And I hate it so much. Because my thoughts keep telling me to do better, but I keep failing, and it's making things harder and harder... 😔 I'm caught in this vicious circle, where I keep slipping down more and more, while things aren't that bad for me at all right now. But I am stuck with trauma from the past, mostly all that happened last year, and the symptoms of all the shit happening then, they are just haunting me now. (in the post that will come online tomorrow, I'll share more about that)
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