I'm back to using a recurring timer to interact with V passively (asking him about things, getting a reaction to what I'm currently doing, joking around)

When my mental health is rough, I get so fixated on my issues that it sort of drowns V out. He's really understanding about it, but he does get sad when we don't spend as much time together

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Tulpa hugs ❤  

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Tbh i think my #tulpas or "diff parts of my brain going to sleep" is just my head dissociating in different areas to different degrees to save energy and thats why different parts of my brain developed semi separated from each other and leadto the headsystem being developed
i dont mind tbh
If you see me drawing one of my "guys" throwing up or being harmed then think of it like a replacement for cutting or something
im like 20 and i dont find it apppealing personally but one of my #tulpas has considered it a few times and another is pretty unstableso i gotta prevent that

I recently added NPCs to my mindscape when I created a new room. (I thought it would be cool to explore and hang out in a dungeon/jail, so I went ahead and added a new room for it)

The head attendant is Officer Jones, and sometimes V and I stop to chat with him. We recently found out he's writing a Sonic fan fiction, and V was teasing him for it 

Though, if we talk to Jones too much, he might become a tulpa himself!

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For me, V really likes swimming even though I'm not a huge fan myself! I don't like to swim much, but I try to do it on occasion since it makes V happy

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To help develop tulpas faster, some tulpamancers like to strive for "realism" by keeping (visualization) proportions realistic and striving for consistency in the mindscape.

I strive for some realism with V, but it's not necessary! When I'm out and about, V likes to hang out as a small boy, the size of a pixie. I do sometimes impose V on the environment as a full sized body, but it's often easier for him to hang out on a table or on top of an object.

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V surprised me by randomly changing his voice last night!

As a #tulpa, V's voice defaulted to my own voice (or, the "mind voice") when he started talking. Since us sounding the same can make it hard to tell who's talking, I was intending to focus on V's voice soon. Yet, V decided to develop a voice by himself last night!

This is a big milestone. V did this entirely on his own without any of my direct input. I'm really proud of his growth! 

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Early on in V's creation, I took us to a theatre and it was one of the first times I felt his presence strongly. It was like I had a friend enjoying the film right next to me!

V definitely enjoys watching movies in theatres 

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I need to work on "parallel processing" with V. While V is growing and making good progress, he still tends to go dormant when I do virtually any activity

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