~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰

No injection pain, but did seemingly hit a small capillary again, probably because we're so beyond tired, so had a bit of a slow bleed, but nothing a fabric plaster couldn't stop 🩹

Almost falling asleep (like barely staying awake, but worse), but need to keep going, so caffeine and sugar it is!!!

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~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our right thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰

Pretty sure we hit near a nerve on the way in, but that's why we have the auto-stabber: it doesn't care and doesn't stop πŸ˜…

Tiny bit of blood on the way out, even after releasing the Z-track hold with the other hand, but definitely not a bleeder like last week.

Taking a 'pam a few hours back certainly definitely helped 😏🀭

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~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰

Had a perfect stab with no pain or even discomfort. However, the moment we pulled the needle out, whooooooooooosh with the blood!

This is a really good reminder that even when you've been literally doing injections for years, you can and will sometimes get a bleeder.

It's why it's recommended to always have something on hand to stop the bleeding, as it'll quickly stop (barring you having issues with clotting or taking certain meds).

And always have your medical plaster (aka bandaid) ready to go 🩹

Now we're thinking of the Republica song of that name lol 🀭

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Republica - Ready to Go (Official Video)

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~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰πŸ©Ή

Per usual, used the IM method we learnt from the Plume guide. Got a perfect spot tonight: no pain going in or out, despite us being emotionally and mentally exhausted. Teeny spot o' blood, but quickly wiped and covered with a medical plaster.

Did it to this EP by Mekaloton.

No joy out of doing the injection tonight though. No euphoria. Just... nothing.

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Third Rail, by mekaloton

3 track album

mekaloton

~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰πŸ©Ή

Made ourselves do it earlier (before dinner) this evening, so we'd:

  • Actually do it on the correct day (rather than run out of spoons and have to do it the next day).
  • Have a better chance of working what we'd been doing wrong with a few recent injections with the auto-injector.
    • We reckon our grip had been slipping whilst doing Z-track when we were tired, causing issues when pulling out the needle.

Absolutely zero issues this evening πŸ₯°

We listened to this song by Stomach Book, which our lovely friend Lexi recently introduced us to. (She has epic taste in music.)

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FUKOUNA GIRL, by STOMACH BOOK

from the album GOODNIGHT HYPNOPOMP

STOMACH BOOK

Hey does everyone here with a penis know that suppressing T prevents automatic nightly erections and that, without regular manual erections, this can cause atrophy and loss of material/ability of material to stretch?

Even if you don't care inherently, this can be important if you plan to have a penile inversion vaginoplasty at some point. There are other options with their own pros and cons but it's something to be aware of.

The recommendation I've seen around for maintenance is to keep it erect for about ten minutes at least three times a week.

From what I'm hearing it seems like we should make a point to mention this to people more consistently.

#transHRT #transfem #transDIY

Just did injection for one we missed yesterday. (See here for details.)

~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our right thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰πŸ©Ή

Might need to look into possible replacement for this, as keep having some minor issues, but not got spoons or time to describe at present. Sorry.

Listened to this album whilst doing to help with mood regulation. No injection avoidance issues: just mood and spoons.

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Nope. Just cannot do it tonight. Insufficient spoons. We'll do it sometime... probably.

We'll move the calendar reminder now.

It would be really, really nice to go just a week with some basic emotional stability  

If this keeps up, gonna have to switch to undecylate for the longer elimination half-life.

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~4 mg (~0.08 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle πŸ’‰πŸ©Ή

Per previous injection post, we're keeping our estradiol dose a little lower until we've had further blood tests and investigations to determine whether the last blood test results were in error, or some other factor has affected our estradiol level.

Our gender clinic has sent a request to our GP surgery to retest, so we're planning to keep our dose lower at 4 mg weekly until we book an appointment, then inject only a very small amount the week before.

Either our estradiol level will then be back within range on the test or it'll suggest that something else is at play.

Our current best bet is our combo of ADHD meds (lisdexamfetamine and guanfacine) messing with hormone levels.

We may be able to use this to justify further testing to rule out stuff at GP though. We'll find out soonish, we guess.

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I don't really feel that good today. My mood the last couple of days was already pretty down and today it's even worse. I think it's because I needed to reduce my dosage for my testosterone blocker temporarily since I don't have enough of it right now. The pharmacy where I usually get it from didn't have it available and said that they needed to produce it and that it would take 2-3 weeks. So I guess I have to suffer through this until my blockers get delivered to me. What a fun time! πŸ™ƒ
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