JEEEEZ, fronting after this long is weird…

This is Renn, I haven’t been out in about two years. I don’t even know if I have a category on this blog for my posts yet, it’s been so long since I last fronted. Additionally, I came to front because Lēna was feeling out of it in the shower, so I took over so she could rest. I am not entirely sure how long she’ll be out, but I’m here for the time being at the wheel, so to speak, to give her a rest and get ahead on the system’s projects so that she can take a breather. She seems to be okay and safe and in relatively good spirits, just mentally tired.

The same could be said for the body, in all honesty. This H1 + H2 experiment that she’s started is frankly a stroke of genius and I’m glad that we’re in this good of shape – it’s about 3:20 AM as I am writing this and I was able to get our social media posts scheduled up to a week in advance, June 4th, to be precise. I don’t consciously feel super tired yet, but seeing as it’s late and I did have a midnight coffee, it’s better to be safe than sorry, especially if I switched in because Lēna was feeling out of it. I should probably consider going to sleep soon ish rather than making even more videos until the ass crack of dawn.

So it’s bedtime for me, or at least I’m going to attempt to sleep. Emerson is sleeping beside me, and honestly it’s wonderful to see him again. I’ve missed him terribly. The headspace is nice and very peaceful, but getting some time in the outside world is good and I have greatly needed it, I think.

This is all for now. If I am in front tomorrow, I will say hi then. If I am not, let this be my goodbye until I see y’all next time.

Much love,

Renn

📡 web.dev.log :: week 3 :: sos adhd paralysis

let the record show that I spent yesterday
rearranging furniture instead of doing CSS.
then did CSS at 1am anyway.
vampire developer lyfe

on my way to TMS because the grind is
multilayered and chronically so 
only 3 sessions this week —
holiday Monday, different doctor Thursday.
the body has its own roadmap.
no pull requests accepted.

THIS WEEK:
→ backfilling fCC CSS I skipped like someone
who read the last chapter first
→ handwriting a Flexbox cheat sheet
  BY HAND. PEN. PAPER. full caveman. 
→ catch-up loop I invented at 2am —
  genius or red flag, tbd 

NEXT WEEK:
→ UX basics (I will have opinions)
→ v1 portfolio shell, on the ACTUAL INTERNET
where strangers can judge it

do I have any business doing this
while managing a body with its own
appointment calendar? debatable.

doing it anyway? oh absolutely. 🧱

#webdev #CSS #Flexbox #100DaysOfCode
#buildinpublic #freeCodeCamp
#TMS #sendhelp #butalsodont

RE: https://cyberplace.social/@notkawaii_irl/116632583596083951

From $126 to $48 Im very grateful to be in such great social #community with very great #support system
( ˘ ³˘)♥ Pls help me reach my goal, $48 short.

I'll problem the Food for me & my cat later or whenver, I dont blame my ADHD 'kayyy.
～(~￣▽￣)~～

#quote #boost #MutualaidRequest #MutualSupport #mastodon #community #support #sendhelp #fediverse #ActofKindness #cyberspace #social

Back at the movies....

(I seem to be stuck in this movie theatre… #SendHelp)

Imagine watching Triangle of Sadness - puking on the boat and all - and thinking "yeah but could it be grosser?"

#Movies #SendHelp https://letterboxd.com/rodhilton/film/send-help/

I never thought I would have to ask like this, but im really needed support. Its been overwhelmed financially after all happened lately. I know everyone also has their own struggles,but im asking help now coz I truly don’t know how I can get through this alone. Any amount would mean alot & ease my burdens.Thanks alot to anyone who notices this.

Paypal: [email protected]
#MutualaidRequest #silentsunday #fediverse #support #fediverse #sendhelp

This is so me right now 🥺😭 Betrayed & Broke
💔
But still I wish u all have good day 🫂

#sendhelp #broke #weekend #silentsunday #mastodon #follow4follow #mutual #catmemes #cats #fediverse #UrgentHelp #caturday