I'll first point out that I'm not depressed. I still experience joy, and purpose.

At the same time, when I do anything, I cannot help but think that from the perspective of the cosmos, everything I do is pointless.

I can love. I can hate. In a thousand years, what will be the impact of this love or this hate? What about a hundred thousand years, or a million years?

I know I'm in a rut, and either this is just too much thinking or me not thinking straight, but I'm not fond of what's going on in my brain.

#pointless #MentalHealth

BBC's Pointless Celebrities gets 'shelved for the year'

https://fed.brid.gy/r/https://www.mirror.co.uk/tv/tv-news/bbcs-pointless-celebrities-gets-shelved-37224316

Music icon gutted after being banned from going on Pointless: ‘BBC said I’m too famous’

https://fed.brid.gy/r/https://metro.co.uk/2026/05/26/music-icon-gutted-banned-going-pointless-bbc-said-im-famous-28526408/

RE: https://iosdev.space/@StewartLynch/116641093778990875

There are some apps I will never fully grasp the point of.

Here's one, acting more or less like a slimmed down password manager without password storage ...

Why I don't grasp this one? I have a password manager keeping the same information (and more), syncs between all devices (end-to-end encrypted, so even more secure) ... then adding data into yet another app seems quite redundant and pointless.

#duh #pointless #why

Richard Osman sought professional help after 'feeling like a freak' due to health battle

https://fed.brid.gy/r/https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/richard-osman-sought-professional-help-37042898