My total testosterone levels are 140.3 and my endocrinologist was concerned. When a doctor tells you to go to another doctor to sort out something, it's hardly a good call. 😞

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Honestly, I wish I had coughed up or vomited blood so, at least, the doctors would take me seriously. Or not, such is existence.

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For more context, "Polaris" is her name and she's not bloomed since I first got her (she was already in bloom) but, recently, she's sprouted a spike and, as of this writing, she's bloomed.

I wonder if it means anything, with much considered. 🥺 🙏

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"Red Smile"
Based on a painting by Yuko Tatsushima. 🥲

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This is a poem for an anthology I'm planning.

If I had sleeping pills, I'd likely try to sleep all day.

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An old poem about owls. And I'm thinking of someone again. 🥺

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Yes, I do hear mourning doves pretty often.

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"Fireflies in a Storm"

Written around 2016.

Fell in love with the song, certainly, and so used it.
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