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I made this while struggling with being alone at home again; I'd been working on my struggles with asking for things that I want, which were exacerbated by my inability to decide on - or even realize - what it was that I wanted, let alone ask for it in the first place.

Learning that I need to understand myself better before I can expect it of others, and get good things from them, was a huge step on my journey of self-discovery.

I realized halfway through the process that I actually hadn't drawn Chocolate Chip exactly on model, and looks more like a midpoint between me and her. I didn't bother "fixing" it since that has plenty of implications that I think elevate the piece even further.

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CW: Blood, Implied Self-Harm

I need to stress about this piece that it comes from a good place.

This feels like a spiritual successor to Smoke, upping the ante, but in a way that's fit for purpose as I've been striving to do better and live up to my potential.

I worked on this after an intense day, when I had a moment of clarity about how I make a living off of pursuing a good life, then relaying those feelings and emotions that come about from it through my art, for others to see and learn from.

This is an exhausting cycle of consistent vulnerability that I'm proud to have maintained, but the reality of it hit me hard. For years I've been desperately seeking out how to make this a sustainable endeavor, since at it's core, it's been:

To cut myself open and show everyone as much as I can of what's inside.
It may come at a very heavy price, but to me, it's worth it,
because it feels so damn good for me to be seen, understood, and appreciated that way.

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Bleed Me Dry (I Love It)

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Reflexive Indecision

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tweegeemee 11. Papancha Transverse/Obverse

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tweegeemee 10. Stark Apprehension

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Potential

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Tantrum

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New Chapters, Old Anxieties

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tweegeemee 09. The Long Nothing

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