i used to like the meta narrative in a villains end is not a choice, as bizarre as that title sounds. otome isekai's exploration of choice and what choices are allowed to you and what arent. is interesting as always. as always im hoping the plot wont simply steamroll all the diversions it finds in its way. villains end is weird in that the villainess is too op. which evelia justifies to us again and again that in a world where power and ability is concentrated in a few individuals,, fittingly i suppose for a monarchy even tho that is more of a setting, a costume,, a world suitable to be a stage for the few and the powerful, evelias titles and her abilities only serve to make the main characters look good as they strive against a fearsome opponent.

i suppose the foreshadowing telling us that the world simply ceases to function when not in the presence of characters of significance is an interesting premise, only failed by the fact that a tertiary character like reaf (supposed ml) has not only gained knowledge of this novel world but hes starting to act in opposition to the wider plot. so that glitch like effect cannot be true. if his behind the scenes action happens to hold water and impact on screen events. which brings to question as to why evelia could not break free from the confines of her role. shes still being punished for disregarding the plot but the memories of the characters are not being overriden. the og male lead is still very much under the effect of frequent memory wipes to puppeteer him into having an unfavourable impression of the evelia but the others are starting to discern the difference in evelias attitude (cue classic otome isekai lovesick woman that turns apathetic and detached due to the grim prospects she has to face and coincidentally suddenly much more desirable or less heinous now that she has relinquished her agency which was what little agency the poor lovestruck fool had access to, the active role of evil doing. and she instead relegated herself into becoming more of a background character, at least hypothetically. that troupe.

this isekai could work so well. but its so gosh darn men centric at the same time that it makes me want to chuck my phone at the wall. why are beloved works so frustrating to love. i hate how evelia is restrained, told to reign in via the plot despite all her capabilities and all the power that she so rightfully holds. instead it is her subordinate that steps up because of course the main character is a hapless damsel in distress, resigned to her fate. we are reading a power fantasy, at least i think it is one but where is the emancipation in this? idk i just cant take this superficial method of her life being put at stake by increasing bouts of assassination attempts when she so very easily has the means to defend herself from such circumstances. surely that connection to the underworld point was not all for nought?

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ran out of updates for in my second life, i became food for my bias (i keep telling myself not to touch unfinished manga but alas) but there was this absolutely golden panel here that needed to be shared

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a villains end is not a choice looks so good ugh please let it not be an absolute flop bcs it promised too much, like we have a non genre staple male lead?? a clerk-slash-assassin (idk man, a guy can have many jobs it seems) who got coaxed out of killing the fmc (ok guys yk it really is like THAT in here) and now hes lowkey evelia's henchman (otome isekai naming conventions never stop being funny)

it looks bad but im really simpering over this guy (reaf) being openly nice to evelia,, no pretences or anything going on (or perhaps i should say i dont really believe otome men being nice in general bcs theyre just so void like to read of, basically theyre also inserts, which yea typical of a wish fulfillment genre but doesnt mean that i have to like it)

her fiance situation is really horseshit tho. cant really like the fact that literal plot armour is stopping a sensible woman who wields a lot of power in this fantasy world thanks to, you wont believe this, thanks to common sense and the ability to piece things together, is being held back from breaking things off with a shitty guy. idk sometimes i really ask myself what is the point of this genre when at the end of the day our antagonist is really some shitty guy who is blinded to reality,, oh i got sold on the romance huh- thats why im still reading it. im so sick of og!fls being portrayed the way they are, i liked it best in the villainess will not seduce the male lead or whachamacallit, the plot compelling the fl to act in a way and then it turns out she (or he should i say πŸ‘€ ) held no interest whatsoever in the male leads

otherwise weak pathetic fl troupe is done to death. so i do hope for its own sake that this one comes up with something new, i dont know how many devil raises a lady level of disappointment i can take before i forgo this genre entirely

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braced my heart for it and watched the last handful of episodes of cheng he titong expecting that cliffhanger and while its not much. the tables being turned thing and the further exposition and lore drop (with a healthy bit of yu wanyin wondering how the frick does xiahou dan know all that classified political stuff,, im waiting for her to find out this guys been here in the "paper world" ever since he was a middle schooler and has hoped against hope and has had his hopes dashed time and again until quiet resignation sunk into him, which is nice in a "they are integral to the lives of each other" kind of way; also that she cant possibly imagine what her sheer existence means to him, bcs only these two can communicate in a language that exists outside of the paper world) tis good i look forward to the webnovel now

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went back to cheng he titong / how dare you (after decades!! im so glad im still into it) and oh my gosh its so much more bearable, interpretable and interesting now that the subs arent shit,, i enjoyed it so damn much i took my media journal and filled up two pages just gushing abt stuff,, something abt this show is just so fulfilling.. and their meta shenanigans are fun too  

just a fun silly show you can relax to 

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figuring out what are essentially niche kr memes to us but probably pretty famous in its home country hidden in otome isekai and manhwa by extension is pretty fun actually. ive gotten quite good at it but ill never know them all and also theyll keep coming bcs its sourced from the internet and the internet always has something more in store,, also secondhandedly consuming memes in this way will never be equal to what actual meme enjoyers do, actually go and look for them but its nice in its own way, little bubble to glimpse into pop culture of another place but not fully,,

i do sometimes wonder if ive missed the origin point of something truly iconic thats being referenced in the panels of the greatest estate developer but ill never really know unless someone knowledgeable enough does a deep dive

adding tags bcs id like to find this thought again
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Anywayy I think I'm gonna assign "to those who long for my destruction" the same categorisation as "Carnephilia's curse is never ending" it's coordinated revenge against the shittiest relative ever (I'm calling it some attempt at categorisation bcs in my head these two works are in a group tab, yes, that implies they're in a browser and no I will not elaborate)

I think Carnephilia kinda got defeated by long for destruction bcs of how utterly vile the man being featured in it. Like I kinda get Carnephilia, doomed world, cursed bloodlines, "let's see what she cooks up next" father, sadist brother that's way too extra.. (and supporting character former empress) yea star of the show would be the sadist brother (I did not keep up with Carnephilia). Those who long for my destruction (thank you otome reddit for the find) has such a *insert adjective that has yet to invented* guy in it

calling him a manchild is kinda fitting bcs he truly operates on such ridiculous logic you're in awe you're planning his murder you decide murder is too simple you need to chop him into bits pseudo heal him back (like barely) and do it all over again, prime lowest depth of hell material (im aware there are worse ppl I just didn't read abt em) it's an okay piece of work,,

maybe I should learn how to type normally and not resort to a million brackets to fully express myself but ehh

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