Bream – a pond with branches
Today's 3D scene is based on a bream. The fish swims in its own world. There's a lake here. And several river branches lead to a pond. And there's an outlet to the river. Right now, the fish is in the pond. Which is already overgrown. And it's quiet here.
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My Reflection Of 2025
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2025, was indeed a year.
The year started out great, I worked on New Year’s Day as usual in the Department of Medical and in April, I entered into my final posting, the Emergency and Trauma Department. In May, I attended my best friend’s wedding.
In July, I completed my internship and received my full registration under the Malaysian Medical Council (MMC) as well as my Annual Practicing Certificate (APC) and started locumming during my holidays back home and I also started floating as a Medical Officer in the Department of Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery. It was a steep learning curve for me, transitioning from a House Officer into a Medical Officer. The anxiety increased and I was constantly tired. I remembered my love for medicine and service fading to the point I took a long break in October to recharge and reflect.
2025 was also the year, I handed in my 30-days-notice to resign but revoke it the following day. Perhaps it was too much for me, although the working environment and superiors were more than sweet and kind. Physically, I was catching up but mentally, I was fading away.
Looking back, thankfully, I did not. I celebrated my birthday before travelling back to Kuching the following day. 2025 was also the year when my relationship ended. It was a good and lovely 19 months. Perhaps, it was just time.
November was the month I received my letter stating that I will receive my placement and I needed to report for duty on the 24th of November 2025. One thing for sure, I was sure to continue serving in Sarawak. The place? Unknown yet.
On the 18th of November, I found out that I would need to report to the Health Division of Bintulu on the 24th of November 2025.
Bintulu, that’s around 7 hours drive from Kuching. I didn’t have a place to stay nor a car and my things were all unpacked and I was just extremely busy. I packed whatever I could, shipped some boxes back home, those that I managed to do and on the 23rd of November, I flew to Bintulu.
Thankfully, the doctor-in-charge of the Health Division was kind enough to let me know which place or clinic that I would be placed at.
Yes, clinic setting. I did not apply for a clinic setting which so happened to be what many others in my batch longed for. Surprisingly, I got it!
Considering the state of my mental health, I was more than ecstatic to accept it.
2025 was also the year I moved and started working in a new place and also one that speaks a different dialect. I started doing oncalls as well and surprisingly, adapted very quickly into a General Practitioner’s setting as well as the new place. I also met another colleague who was previously my medical officer in the Department of Obstetrics & Gynaecology when I was a House Officer and made new friends and acquaintances.
Overall, 2025 was a mixed of both good and bad experiences. I felt both the highs and also went through a period of low mood. New people entered my life, some stayed and some also left. Nevertheless, I am thankful for all the experiences I went through as well as the lessons learnt.
Hopefully, I can learn from the errors that I have made and grow, making me into a better person.
Thank you 2025. Now, it’s time to move on, to 2026.
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The one-eyed worm is already here
A 3D scene for today based on a strange worm. In a strange place. Where is it crawling? It has one eye. And there's little here. Everything is so minimal. A minimal space within space. And nothing has formed here yet.
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Venus – hot beyond the clouds and sulfuric acid
It is very hot planet. With dense atmosphere. And very high pressure. Lots of plains. And not high mountains and hills.
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It's almost been a year since I moved to Far North Queensland, I've been wondering how Cairns hasn't got drier, albeit it's much been cooler.
Perhaps the cold shower reminds me of how I got here in the early days - light showers with a touch of breezy wind.
[Life] has not been easy, but it is manageable. I think I kind of understand why people are doing it tough now. You have to do things you hate so that you are able to pay for the things you like to do. For almost a year, I've been taking double shifts in a day to set up this new chapter, and it's just difficult.
I cannot imagine how hard it can be for those who have kids or dependencies, but here's to a good start. Look up to the sky and just let yourself drift into the vast universe.
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