"STOP!"
I screamed in pain, into the void and yelled crying, begging the world to stop just for a moment...
And the world stopped.
I stood up with shaky knees, still crying and trying to not burst into another wave of shiver and pain.
Walking like a zombie to a empty space, opened a door that wasn't there and stepped outside.
"I can't anymore -," I whispered as I slipped through this crack in our reality, "- please keep my memories separated from me, keep them here in this reality, give me a chance of living happy without the pain."
I tried to slam the door behind me, it screeched and I didn't hear it slam.
I whisper, standing in the rain on the street in this reality: "I know that this is not how it works." As I stare to the door, through which a part of me just left.
"I will stay behind, a fraction of myself, smaller as before. Seeing myself in a different light, leaving myself to other places.
Maybe with some luck, I might fade away, or reunite with myself. If I can handle myself again as a whole."
I sigh.
"Maybe this me is, not a lost fragment but a sapling.-"
I sit down. "-We will see."
In the rain my tears run invisible over my cheeks.
"Goodbye my other me, may you be happy on the other side."
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