My supervisor has returned all his feedback to me, and it is achievable. He'll review two sections of the thesis once I've made the changes but the rest he doesn't need to see again.

So once I review these sections and tidy my references, by Monday, I could be ready to submit. And I'll be done!

(Done 'for now', that is. It's a long process of completion, this thing. I need to submit it, then it'll get marked, then I'll get the revisions back from the markers, then I'll do them and resubmit it, and then I'll be finished properly. So the 'done' part is still honestly months away. But that's OK!)

#phd #writing #editing #NeverEnds

A lot of God’s children are going to die because of this.

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

My mom, who still believes that guy, THAT GUY, is a prophet.

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

I was in that bathroom at that chapel I attended as a kid, for my dad’s funeral. I just used the ladies room because why not. I got the parts for it, some of them still. Wonder what’s gonna happen when my mom dies.

It’s all tangled up. No end to the trauma, they’re layered on top of each other.

I’m feeling most rn how great it would be to have a mom to understand me in this moment. But I’m still grieving that whole thing, too. There aren’t even any gaps between the pain anymore. Just a wall.

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

People are probably freaking out over on, gosh I dunno, all the online exmo places I can’t go because I never have energy, plus Twitter where I can’t go because it’s Twitter.

I used to be write blog posts about this kind of thing.

Two years ago I decided to reboot my blog. Is been two years. Now they’re coming for my direct siblings and I’m just, too gone to do anything.

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

LORD: WHAT IS WANTED?

Me: Corbden, having conversed with the Lord through the veil, desires now to enter to use the restroom.

LORD: Present her at the veil, and her request shall be granted.

Me: They/them actually.

LORD: THEM??? Thou shalt post an guard to ensure no children or real women are in the bathroom.

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

Endless pain.

(I’m sorry, Wayback was failing when trying to save the page, so this is subscriber only. More endless pain I guess. Short of it is, LDS church is making trans people have guards to keep trans Mormons out when they use the bathroom, and we’re not allowed around your kids.)

https://www.sltrib.com/religion/2024/08/24/new-lds-church-policies/

[no paywall link thank you!]

https://archive.is/nM2pm

#exmo #exmormon #ReligiousTrauma #NeverEnds #LDS #Mormon #LGBTQ

‘Trans people are not predators’: Scholars say new LDS Church policies stoke groundless fears

Excerpts from "Mormon Land" podcast about the LDS Church's new General Handbook rules for transgender individuals.

The Salt Lake Tribune

You know the laundry pile you have? It never ends, right?

Think of that pile of pain you haven't let go of yet as laundry that you just never do. It just sits there - eternally.

Healing allows you to clear off the pile. The point of healing is to do away with the pile of pain.

Self-awareness allows you to stop adding to the pile. The goal is that we shouldn't be putting anything in the pile to start with. We learn how to manage our experience within ourselves and then we don't have to save it for later.

Unlike your laundry, which will keep coming back, the pile of pain is meant to stop. It's not meant to be a never-ending cycle.

You don't need a pile of pain. It's not helping you. It's okay to let it go. It's also okay to stop adding to the pile.

Love to all.

Della

#healing #selfmastery #selfawareness #experience #laundry #neverends #spirituality #writer #indieauthor #patreoncreator #patreon #contentcreator #stockpile

Got it done half an hour late and then two more emails appeared #neverEnds #inboxZeroIllusion