No idea what to do with myself

https://beehaw.org/post/25111876

No idea what to do with myself - Beehaw

Went to speak with my GP a number of months ago regarding my troubles with executive dysfunction, time management, and task completion, as well as impulsivity. They referred me to xyla for an ADHD assessment Went through the assessment process, awaited results Went to speak to a different GP who has more specialised focus on mental health issues. Explained my issues to her without even alluding to ADHD and she immediately clocked me as being likely to be ADHD. Said basically all the troubles (extending beyond the ones I mentioned here, too) would be at least partly explained by ADHD and getting treated for such would help me. She said we’ll wait for the diagnosis Got the results back today and despite showing high significance on the pre-assessment and the actual assessment, my family informant did not. (I don’t feel like any of my family has any idea what my childhood was like for me because whenever I talk about my experiences they tell me “oh I dont remember that, you were always xyz”). So, no ADHD diagnosis. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’m just sitting here spiralling because as far as they can suggest, all my issues are just because I’m failing to apply myself or some shit. I’m just a failure, not neurodivergent. I pushed back against their conclusion and they said I can go for a second opinion, but they didn’t give me any like… Tools or resources. Like, okay if you don’t think its ADHD and you just think I am just like this, what do I do about it. How do I get help. Help me. Please god fucking help me.

Lighthouse | Let The Quiet Ones Rise: AN EVENING of weirdness & wonder with Robin Ince

Many a times, at least from my socio-economic place, a No must be an ANGRY No. Anger Phobia makes us even more unsafe. To never have to be angry is a PRIVILEGE! #anger #AngerPhobia #spirituality #assertiveness #neurodivergence
Neurodiversity beyond the social model - Freedom News

Neurodivergent liberation means changing the foundations, dismantling a system that made our exclusion not just possible but profitable ~ Pablo ~ T…

Freedom News
I wrote about my experience as a German child in Italy, where a lack of pedagogical tools transformed a history lesson into a process of scapegoating. It’s a story about the intersection of trauma, semantic errors, and the invisible struggle of the twice-exceptional mind.
#AuDHD #Neurodivergence #2e #ActuallyAutistic #History
https://medium.com/@christian.gajewski/the-guilt-of-being-born-on-the-wrong-side-of-history-4128c9c751da?sk=5e7dcbeec4e160cfe875c2f58b9c9791
The Guilt of Being Born on the Wrong Side of History

How a semantic error and an undiagnosed condition turned an exceptional child into an invisible target.

Medium

Au CNA, Joël Dazé veut rendre l’art vivant plus accessible

« Pour Joël Dazé, l’adaptation des lieux culturels aux personnes vivant avec un handicap est essentielle. Lui-même aveugle, il agit depuis un an à titre de coordonnateur en accessibilité au Centre national des Arts (CNA), à Ottawa. »

#accessibilité #handicaps #neurodivergence #Ottawa

https://ici.radio-canada.ca/nouvelle/2231142/accessibilite-spectacles-centre-national-arts-ottawa-handicap

Coordonnateur à l’accessibilité au CNA depuis un an

Il y a un an, le Franco-Ontarien Joël Dazé est devenu la toute première personne à occuper les fonctions de coordonnateur en accessibilité au CNA à Ottawa.

Radio-Canada

Unmasking can be incredibly hard, anybody got stories on that they want to share?

#meme #anarchism #anarchyMeme #ActuallyAutistic #masking #autism #neurodivergence #ND #neurodivergent #ableism

I haven’t worked on backgrounds in a long time, this was a good challenge. Untitled, watercolor and pencil #watercolor #queer #artist #art #painting #paint #colorful #surreal #drawing #nature #lgbtq #lgbtqia #neurodivergence

RE: https://mas.to/@KatyElphinstone/116164957970499355

Great thread: click in and read down if you're interested in why #autistic black and white thinking is actually probably not a thing - not always anyway.

#autism #neurodivergence #neurodivergent