Shopping Addiction
Window shopping in itself is not such a bad thing, especially when one has a lot of spare time to pass.
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First, our plants are more important in my mind.
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However, i hope this particular collection remains available when i have money.
RESIST impulsiveness!!!
[Edit]
Weakly bought the clothes in the 4th collage, except the Bust Burst.
It wasn't Gray who made me pink
It was white that found Gray
Blonde & Black
Became grey
Nobody ever "cheated on me",
i always let them be free.
Perhaps, my wife and my polyamoury
is what kept us together for the 7 years,
Until my son... Yes, i believe that 100%.
Again, i quote,
"Everything happens for a reason."
my suffering causes mixed emotions
both in myself and others.
The only thing i feel guilty about
is reacting negatively sometimes.
iam attempting to recover.
However, iam still hypersensitive.
So...
Sorry.
#jadorinMedia #mixtishoo #fEwciS
Basic Instinct
NOT my preference of Sharon Stone.
And, never in THAT nature of work.
The Specialist
Seems appropriate IN THIS MOMENT.
Though, i've never watched the movie.
The Bodyguard
An eternal FAVE of mine.
Perhaps, the type of MAN i need?
Camp X-Ray
Closer to HOME than people would wish.
All iam aware of is everything happens for a REASON.
Reflexology
From abuse, and BDSM, misc' powers,
as well as unintentionally caused,
and/or the body's natural stabilisations...
i endure "Phantom Reflexology",
Along with other persistent side effects.
The phantom caning on my Adrenal Gland Zone most commonly.
It could lead to cramps in later life.
i was inspired to post this because
just then i felt
1 firm prick on my Thymus Zone,
followed by 2 sharper more sudden pricks
close together on my 7th Cervical Zone.
In regard
to the shadows that showed the white
Does anyone actually know
Whether the White Lady i perceived
Was Lost Mary
Or is she a projection of me?
#jadorinMedia #mixtishoo #BiHole #recapri
Backwards to 1982 (my birth year) Sci-Fi.
When tested by mental health professionals,
One male did not understand at the time
what i felt, not what i thought/believed.
"i feel like a robot [...] from conditioning."
Professionals have assured me
that i am not crazy.
"That's (crazy?) something else."
Natural submission
became difficult
amidst so much
distress
No-one or many
Faith allows
sacrifices for peace
Rosie Red Bailey
