Would I ever have been successful as an artist…? As anything…?

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No matter how much I try, it seems I truly just have no capacity of being functional in this world

Thank you to all who cared once for empty threats, maybe tomorrow I can finally stop experiencing the burden that it is to exist

At least I dress cute, In shitty bedazzled polyester

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Aghhhh… Slept in 16 hours today, wish it had been more…. My brain is not fuzzy enoughhhhhrhhhh I want to be goneeeeeee

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Your local jirai danshi is about to throw up from nervousness

I have an idol performance in like 30mins wish me luck!!!! I will be the cutest angel with everyone’s energy!!!!!

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God I can't stand the fact that euthanasia isn't legal in here, I'd give everything for my grandmother to be gone already, she's a danger to herself and others, I'm so sick

I often get treated like I am an asshole with no empathy but her existence only brings down everyone around her and herself, it's not even hatred, it's genuine exhaustion, she's only holding onto life this strongly because there's no other option

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I annoyed him so much today, and yesterday, and the day before too……….. Why can’t I be the perfect boyfriend? What did I do wrong????? No matter how much I apologize I just can’t push through the right result #jiraidon #jiraikei #jiraidanshi #mikadon #jirai

heart hurtsssssss too much monstaaaaa

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Why am I attached to people at all? I should’ve remembered my roots: utter loneliness

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Uh oh he made a joke that I ended up overthinking!

Guess who wants his life to crumble over me yet again!

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Mfs will put “18+ DNI” and then interact with Mfs over 18 who don’t want minors to interact, I stg READ BIOS IF YOU WANT YOURS READDDDDD

Not directed btw idc about likes or small stuff since I do not expect everyone to read bios for a small shitpost obviously, but it is funny when I have someone ask to be mutuals or anything on socials where I had a FAT “DNI if you’re a minor haha please”

READDDDD!!!!!!!!!

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