Ok all my posts have been threats to end myself so to lighten the mood maybe what will end me is my growing monster addiction, I keep piling up can after can, I need to stop vro I’M GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK 💔💔

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Yeah I'm sorry to anybody I may have not replied to on tumblr or here as of recently I genuinely think I'll just kill myself I'm sorry I can't stand this anymore

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Genuinely hoping I can kill myself as soon as the next month arrives good god I cannot handle this

Me when I lowkirknuinely might lose all my money for matters outside of my hands, fuck I hate hate hate hate hate paperwork, killing myself is so much easier

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Bought three monsters… Two Ultra Rosas and one Ultra Violet (I think that’s the name)

Absolutely destroying my heart in the following days but it is the least I deserve after enduring so much bullshit

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Don’t stop the never ending execution clap…! /lyr

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Uahhh my notifications are messed up, thank you @juliettelily for the spam \(^_^)/

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… I forgot to bring pads with me to work, my period just started.

Could life really have it this much against me

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Sorry for anybody that has mentioned me privately here or on tumblr and I have not replied yet btw y’all know how the jirai life stereotype goes or whatever (trying not to lose it right now)

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Going outside after a whole week of staying inside feels like torture, why do I have to put on my normal cis skin suit on again for work, I want to be the pretty prince I am again ughhhhh

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HEY LADIES, HEY FELLAS, AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DON’T GIVE A FUCK!!!! /lyr

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