So Friday night was fun. I had worked myself into a froth thinking about this and was ready to go "ok uh no" right up til the first one was about to go in.
All in the head.
Yeah it hurts, but nowhere near (as I had mentioned and suspected a little while ago) other things my fingers have suffered.
Stings going in and out, but not hugely. Flexing though, well there was a flinch, which wasn't ideal!
Just from the video thumbnail image's highlighted comments, I predict the specific commenters have never heard of "topping from the bottom", "bratty sub", or
LE GASP
FemDom.
Fucks' sake.
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Woke up, felt like shit. Blood on the pillow, I call it nightmare blood. It means I had a night terror. I wear gloves so I don't scratch myself, but I need a new nightguard so I stop chewing through my skin.
Even after hurting my thumb yesterday. I recovered and had a good day. Today started with exceptional fatigue, difficulty eating.
I hate the gammacore device, it is not comfortable to use and it's effects don't seem to last long, but maybe I need to try using it on a schedule to see if it helps.
Anyone want to sign up to watch me torture myself with a medical electrostim device? I feel like I will handle it better if I make it performative or kink as a service.
Erica Briony. 🏳️⚧️
Mx Verda
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