11:52pm Mania by Daphni from Mania
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Wonderful Day| Bird Set Free

Family Time Made jambalaya. Had my two daughters, and my daughter's fiancé, and my dad over to the apartment. They loved the food which made me feel happy. My food hasn't been turning out so good lately; that happens when I'm not feeling well. Happiness Spending time with my family made me feel very happy, and I like watching everyone interact. Detachment When I was younger, I would detach when I felt pain. So, this led to a long time on my own. And while that helped me, it also […]

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Rugăciune în vreme de război sau în caz de pericol al ţării Această rugăciune se citea în toate bisericile ortodoxe în timpul celui de-al doilea Război Mondial, 1941-1945 👉 https://c.aparatorul.md/vz13z 👈 #BisericileOrtodoxe #drepteiTaleJudecăţi #Dumnezeu #fărădelegile #Mânia #Mântuirea #Mantuitorul #milostenie #razboi #rugăciune
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A Day in My Life…Thursday, May 14, 2026

Morning Walk Woke up at 0400. Wasted time but eventually took Gumbo out, fed him, fed the fish. Got a much-needed shower and took a 2.7 mile walk out to my favourite park with a pond. Communion Service Went to my first communion service, as a Catholic. It was nice. Enjoyed being there. Visited Dad Visited my dad in memory care. My dad is from the gulf coast so northern Colorado is a huge adjustment for him. I get it. I miss being near water too. That's why I walk to parks with water. […]

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Healthy Subjects

Personal Trainer Certification This morning, I got an email letting me know I need 20 continuing education units before my new CPT renewal. At first, I was kind of bummed, but as I looked over the catalogue of classes, I realised this is just what I need to pull myself out of a slump—mentally and physically. Instead of feeling dread, I actually feel excitement! Yoga Several years ago, I took a yoga certification course which was a good introductory course, but now they have a 200 hour […]

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The Struggle is Real

Frank Talk I have been feeling very sad about having Bipolar 1 and PTSD. While manic, I turned down a good job opportunity. Recovering from mania has been tough. I started feeling depressed after seeing how my blog went from a healthy living journal to mania central. So, I deleted everything. Because I felt depressed about my conditions, this blog, and my social outburst (publicly manic), I thought to cheer myself up with some vodka. While I felt better for a moment, I have since been […]

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Feeling Better…

Offline Went offline for about 3 days as I needed time to recover from a side quest, as we shall call it. Getting Back on Track Since I've been recovering, a lot of chores have piled up. This morning, I'm tackling my bedroom and getting it cleaned up and refreshed. This also includes my desk, which is trashed at the moment. Tomorrow Tomorrow, I need to do laundry, and since my daughter prefers to walk 5 miles on Saturday, I'm going to spend tomorrow working on my book. Because of mania […]

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Keep Moving Forward

Mania Recovery: Not Giving in to Despair Mania recovery can be emotionally intense. I feel like I lost control of myself, to a degree, and I feel like I made some choices that I, otherwise, would not make. Like turning down a good job. I also feel sad that my healthy living journal became ground zero for my manic episode, and I feel exhausted in my soul. Giving in to depression is something I cannot afford to do right now. I don't want to feel depressed. I don't want to despair. I'm […]

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Brighter Days

Beating of Life in My Veins This morning, I had a surge of energy. I felt like going for a run. Instead, I told myself that I couldn't risk getting too elevated emotionally from a vigorous workout (mania recovery). So, I chose not to run or ride my spin bike hard. Then, all of that energy turned inward and crumpled my insides until I felt my muscles catabolised by this wretched condition of indifference. Which means, I laid around and ate a Chantilly cake which is also not good for me […]

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