Done dancing on edge of madness

What I fell in love with in the beginning

Is no longer here

I’m not sure

Was it ever even real?

Or just a role or a mask

That you were wearing to get me fall

To fall in love

Fall into a web of lies

The love you promised

That turn into a only a nightmare with no escape

You used call our love mad love

Saying what we have is way more some ordinary love

But it wasn’t our love that was the madness

The madness was inside you

I never saw it until it was too late

And then I was dancing in the edge of your madness

It didn’t take long

Until you started to blame me

For your madness

And the things it made you do

Blaming me and others trying to change you  

We when were just trying to help you

Get you the help you so desperately needed

Before it would have been too late

And you would be over the edge

Like you were screaming in middle of the night

How the madness was taking you down

You were losing your mind

Sometimes you realized it

Other times you accused me being the crazy one

So many times that I almost started to believe it

It was hard to tell which one of us was the crazy one?

I was starting to lose my own mind

While dancing on the tightrope in edge of this madness

Not sure if next step would take us over the edge

When nothing I tried to do

Didn’t help you

I was so desperately praying help from a god

Because I had nothing else left to turn to

You were yelling no god can help either of us

You yelled me that you never asked to be saved

Yet there were so many night you begged on your knees

To me to save you

And when I tried

You blamed me trying to save you

I was losing myself in this prison you made

Somewhere between labyrinth of lies and edge of never ending madness

Some point I realized that I can’t ever save you

Because you don’t want to be saved

Your hell was your home

I knew I had to save myself instead

Before it would be too late

Either going over the edge of madness

Or your now never ending rage will take over in fatal way 

I can see it so clearly

Now I’m done dancing in edge of your madness

There is nothing left of us

I’m running away from this nightmare

This is not easy but I had to do it

Leave you and not walk but run

Run away

Like my life depends on it

Because it does

Soon I will be safe

 And I’m no longer stuck in the edge of your madness

C.F. Grönroos ©             

Original poem and all the rights reserved to C.F. Grönroos

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Brilliant character actor Peter Lorre (1904-1964) born in Hungary of Jewish descent. Having already gained fame for his performance in 1934 German film M directed by Fritz Lange, Lorre's first English language film was Alfred Hitchcock's The Man Who Knew Too Much. At the time Lorre was living in London, having left Germany to escape the Nazi rise in power. He learned his English lines phonetically. American films Mad Love & Crime & Punishment soon followed as well as some iconic horror film performances

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Chaos behind bars, but never contained—Harley Quinn, the queen of mischief, ready to break free.

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