*whelp* I guess this is what I get for getting my hopes up about that automotive locksmith job. I got passed over, after 3 interviews and a ride along. This was the closest I got to getting a job in a year now, it's hard to keep trying when this just keeps happening.

This was for the automotive locksmith job that I got fantastic advice from @deviantollam, that helped me get to the final stage of the process, but couldn't get me past that.

I'm just running out of energy to keep trying in my job search. Shit, I can't even get a interview at a local fucking grocery store, let alone trying to go back to Best Buy where I was previously. Hell, the temp/staffing agencies can't even place me. We need another income, and I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm almost certain a part of my feeling unemployable is due to being trans, in the social climate that is Oklahoma, and the politicization of my existence, but like I just can't just say that's the only hurdle. There is obviously something else wrong with me or what I'm doing, I just don't even know what else at this point.

Just feeling so defeated. I need something to come through for me.

All well, Happy Pride 2024 to me.

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