Most of you know that my wife has been in the mental hospital lately and is now out. She will hopefully return to work Friday. I am still concerned that she is not ready but we cannot wait any longer.

Her paycheck last week was less than half of the usual amount and the mortgage company is threatening to foreclose on the house despite only being behind one month.

And a “friend” who mailed us $1000 Monday, messaged me today going off about how they want their money back immediately. What did I do to upset them? I didn’t bring them up on TikTok. Yep, that’s right.

I don’t bring people up on TikTok when I go live. Been burnt before doing that and so for the last 5 years, I haven’t brought anyone up. But they felt entitled to be brought up because they sent me money.

This is someone who I have helped thru so many struggles. I have dropped everything to help them. I never expected anything from them nor did I mention anything I did for them. And they went out of their way to make sure when they mailed the money to tell me there were no strings attached to the “gift”.

And like an idiot, I believed them.

I should probably be mad, but I am not. I feel sad. I feel broken. And I guess I screwed up by not just bringing them up on TikTok.

These are the moments in ministry and life I hate.

Thanks for listening.

#fediverse #friends #hurt

#night #supposed 夜明け Світанок - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

明けぬはずの夜が明けた 久々の陽の光は凶器の如く 容赦無く鋭く刺さって行く 眼球が燃えそうに痛み出す そこに広がってたのは死 荒れ果てた焦げ砂漠には 無数のあらゆる死が散乱 焦げ臭さと錆の匂い漂う死 夜明けは人災を照らし出し 無惨な死の原を見せ付け そして迷い他人に道を 未来へ繋

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#night #supposed 夜明け Світанок - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

明けぬはずの夜が明けた 久々の陽の光は凶器の如く 容赦無く鋭く刺さって行く 眼球が燃えそうに痛み出す そこに広がってたのは死 荒れ果てた焦げ砂漠には 無数のあらゆる死が散乱 焦げ臭さと錆の匂い漂う死 夜明けは人災を照らし出し 無惨な死の原を見せ付け そして迷い他人に道を 未来へ繋

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夜明け Світанок|ポイズン雷花

明けぬはずの夜が明けた 久々の陽の光は凶器の如く 容赦無く鋭く刺さって行く 眼球が燃えそうに痛み出す そこに広がってたのは死 荒れ果てた焦げ砂漠には 無数のあらゆる死が散乱 焦げ臭さと錆の匂い漂う死 夜明けは人災を照らし出し 無惨な死の原を見せ付け そして迷い他人に道を 未来へ繋がる道を指し示す <> Ніч, яка мала ніколи не закінчитися, настала Сонячне світло після довгого часу — як смертельна зброя Воно пронизує нещадно та гостро Мо

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明けぬはずの夜が明けた 久々の陽の光は凶器の如く 容赦無く鋭く刺さって行く 眼球が燃えそうに痛み出す そこに広がってたのは死 荒れ果てた焦げ砂漠には 無数のあらゆる死が散乱 焦げ臭さと錆の匂い漂う死 夜明けは人災を照らし出し 無惨な死の原を見せ付け そして迷い他人に道を 未来へ繋がる道を指し示す <> Ніч, яка мала ніколи не закінчитися, настала Сонячне світло після довгого часу — як смертельна зброя Воно пронизує нещадно та гостро Мо

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Thought Of The Day #20: Healing from past hurts may begin when embracing a treatment process. #hurt #healing #distress [ April 29th 2026 ] https://rons-home.net/en/living-life-lab/personal-growth/thought-of-the-day/thought-of-the-day/2026/4/29
Thought #20 :: Thought Of The Day :: Thought Of The Day :: Personal Growth :: Living Life Lab :: Ron's Home

Each Thought Of The Day is an opportunity for you to reflect on your life, who you want to become, your identify and purpose in life. April 29th 2026 edition.

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