blogguerzmusic & miles & maintenance
didn’t get any freeCodeCamp (fCC) done this afternoon, but honestly the day still got used up pretty well, so i’m not exactly filing a complaint with the universe. i’ve been cleaning my room, rearranging a bunch of stuff, and doing that weird domestic shuffle where everything looks slightly worse before it looks better, but it's finally feigning more towards that latter half. the kind of progress that makes you question your own decisions for a minute and then, somehow, still feels […]
humble chaos
medical transporter this morning was amazing. looks like a Vinny Raffa Jr though lol. he had dope music blasting when he picked me up — Smoking Popes, “Days Just Wave Goodbye” — which is already a pretty strong way to start the day before TMS.i’m on my way to my TMS session now, then i’ve got freeCodeCamp(fCC)’s Absolute and Relative Units Quiz, and then onto Pseudo Classes and Elements next. probably going to take a pause after the Design A Greeting Card Workshop, because […]
design quiz complete, ramen loading, [fake] flyer pending
blew through the rest of freeCodeCamp (fCC)’s Design Fundamentals, took the Quiz, and aced it, then finished out the rest of Design like it was just another thing on the checklist (which it was) and not just a small victory disguised as a daily task (which it was not). there’s something weirdly satisfying about getting through a whole chunk of theory and then realizing you actually kept your brain in the room the entire time. that feels like a win. a real one. not the fake “i opened the […]https://blogguerz.wordpress.com/2026/06/02/design-quiz-complete-ramen-loading-fake-flyer-pending/
less foggy, more forward-y
tonight was a decent little victory lap. i finished the rest of freeCodeCamp’s User Interface Design Fundamentals, and tomorrow i’m stepping into the first stretch of User-Centered Design. the brain is clocking out, but the momentum is still doing laps around the block like it pays rent. Empty Apartment Satellite-Parking Lot on a Cold, Brisk Night i also got a bunch of real-life nonsense handled, which is always suspiciously satisfying. room cleaning and rearranging got knocked down a […]https://blogguerz.wordpress.com/2026/06/01/less-foggy-more-forward-y/
pause unpaused. postcard is live. pause again. then, back to it!
glad i took another break after shipping the blog postcard. it’s live now! which still feels good every time i say it out loud. i posted the screenshot, linked it back to the postcard, and let the whole thing close the loop properly and all. right now, i’m just stepping away for a minute. gonna go on a walk, bounce my racquetball around, and keep my hand coordination alive while the rest of me cools off. little things like that matter more than they look like they should. they keep me […]
the postcard is still alive (but not live yet), the lessons were easier than expected, and i’m still moving [and alive]
today is turning into one of those days where the work is moving slower than the thoughts, but that’s not the same thing as falling behind. i’ve already pushed through the first chunk of fCC theory and quizzes, and honestly the first three lessons were easier than i expected; that felt good! not in some dramatic, life-changing way, just in that quiet little “oh, i’m actually getting this” kind of way that makes the rest of the day feel a little more possible. right now, i’m on […]
BEC SPK 4 NY
i was just about to hit "Start Streaming" in OBS to go live on Twitch, but then i got an e-mail notification that New York! E-mail notification: New York reposted my blog Sooo, i just HAD to take a fast break, and cook up a quick BEC SPK to represent 😎 🥯 if u kno, u know; if u don’t; then u just haven’t been around New York Delis enough lol and for my NY Pinoy Gang, u kno i had to put that Jufran Banana Ketchup on em 🇵🇭 🍌 🌺 and for anybody who’s all gonna say, […]
the view got wider, and so did the build lately
something has shifted in the way i’m moving through my own mind.for a while, i thought i was getting more focused. more disciplined. more locked in. but i’m starting to realize that what i called focus was sometimes just tunnel vision wearing a serious face. it looked productive from the inside because i was staring hard at one thing. but staring hard is not the same as seeing clearly. now the view feels broader; it palatial. i’m noticing more — the edges, the peripheries, the stuff […]https://blogguerz.wordpress.com/2026/05/31/the-view-got-wider-and-so-did-the-build-lately/
week 3 day 6→7: i did the lab and i’m pausing
tonight i: finished the freeCodeCamp styling lists & links lectures built the fCC stylized to-do list lab took long walks at a leisurely paces as my PomoGuerzo breaks did some “room cleaning” as a separate activity than “breaks”, because i believe that having them as a combined activity previously was really draining me, and honestly, doing it this way seems a lot better stopped before i got cooked. Being more hyperware of my state of being and my state of energy level plus state […]https://blogguerz.wordpress.com/2026/05/31/week-3-day-6%e2%86%927-i-did-the-lab-and-im-pausing/
dev.log :: week 3 :: TMS early release + mom got hired + CSS at 1am [it’s been a day (and a half)]
quick life update before we get into the dev stuff,because today has genuinely SLAPPED in the best way possible! 🏥 TMS TREATMENT :: EARLY RELEASE got out of TMS treatment early today — which neverhappens — and i am treating it like the universehanding me a gift card that says "go and do your homework, ya dingus 😠 " challenge: accepted 😤 only 3 TMS seshs this week due to Memorial Day Mondayand a dr’s appointment Thursday. soooevery bit of reclaimed time counts double not […]
dev.log :: week 3 :: TMS early release + mom got hired + CSS at 1am [it’s been a day (and a half)]
quick life update before we get into the dev stuff,because today has genuinely SLAPPED in the best way possible! 🏥 TMS TREATMENT :: EARLY RELEASE got out of TMS treatment early today — which neverh…