Bryan KingMay 23

The Cost of the Call: Why Your Scars Prove You’re Still in the Fight

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I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead.
Philippians 3:10-11 (NIV)

True intimacy with Jesus isn’t found in the emotional high of a Sunday service, but in the grit and shared suffering of the daily trenches.

Moving from the Altar Call to the Front Lines

Listen to me, brother. You were sold a bill of goods if you thought that altar call was a finish line. You walked down that aisle, the music was swelling, people were slapping you on the back, and for a second, the weight of the world felt light. You felt like you’d finally found a tribe. Then Monday hit. Then Tuesday. By Wednesday, the church office stopped calling, the “welcome home” texts dried up, and you were left standing in your kitchen at 11:00 PM with a browser tab you shouldn’t have open and a temper that’s shorter than your paycheck. You feel like a failure because the “magic” wore off. You feel ghosted—not just by the guys in the polo shirts at the front door, but maybe by God Himself.

But look at the men who actually built this thing. Look at Paul. That man didn’t spend his life in a climate-controlled sanctuary with a latte. He spent it getting his back shredded by whips, shivering in shipwrecks, and sitting in the filth of a Roman hole in the ground waiting for the axe to fall. The disciples didn’t die in their sleep; they died in the dirt, refusing to shut up about what they saw. Why? Because they weren’t chasing a feeling. They weren’t looking for a “life upgrade” or a smoother path to the American dream. They were obsessed with a Man who conquered death, and once you realize the grave is empty, the threats of this world lose their teeth.

The Christian life was never designed to be easy; it was designed to be deadly to the old, pathetic version of you. You’re struggling right now because you’re in a construction zone. When you’re tearing down a load-bearing wall of lust or anger that’s been there for twenty years, dust is going to fly. It’s going to be loud, it’s going to be heavy, and you’re going to get bruised. The church might have dropped the ball on showing you how to swing the sledgehammer, but Jesus is still in the room. He’s the foreman who doesn’t walk off the job site when things get messy. He didn’t promise you a life without scars; He promised He’d be the one standing with you in the fire. The hardness isn’t a sign that you’re doing it wrong; it’s a sign that you’re finally in the real fight. Stop waiting for the “feeling” to come back and start building on the cold, hard fact that He is risen. That’s the only foundation that holds when the storms of fatherhood, work, and your own internal demons start howling.

Practical Manhood in the Face of Hardship

Identify the one “easy out” you usually take when life gets hard this week—like losing your temper to exert control or numbing out with a screen to escape the pressure—and instead, stand in the discomfort for five minutes. Talk to God like He’s right there in the room, telling Him exactly how weak you feel, and ask for the “power of His resurrection” to just get you through the next hour of being the man your family needs.

An Honest Cry for Strength

Lord,

I’m tired of feeling like a rookie who’s been left behind. I thought this was going to be easier, but the weight of my family, my job, and my own sin is heavy. I see that Paul and the others didn’t have it easy—they had it hard, but they had You. Don’t give me an easy life; give me the strength to live a holy one. Help me to stop looking for the exit and start looking for Your hand in the middle of the mess. Give me the grit to stay in the fight today.

Amen.

Auditing Your Spiritual Foundation

  • When the emotional high from your baptism faded and the “ghosting” began, what was the first old habit that tried to move back into your house?
  • Do you honestly believe that God is closer to you in your struggle with anger or lust than He was during that emotional altar call? Why or why not?
  • What is one specific area in your marriage or fatherhood where you’ve been “ghosting” your responsibilities because it felt too hard to lead without a roadmap?
  • If death is no longer a barrier because of Jesus, what is the one fear—fear of failure, fear of not providing, fear of being “found out”—that is currently keeping you from being the man God called you to be?
  • How can you start treating your daily struggles as “participation in His sufferings” rather than proof that you’re failing at being a Christian?

Call to Action

You’ve been standing on the sidelines long enough, waiting for a phone call from the church that might never come. You’re waiting for someone to hand-deliver a manual on how to be a Christian man, while the enemy is already kicking in your front door, targeting your marriage, your kids, and your integrity. The “ghosting” stops being an excuse the moment you realize the King of Kings hasn’t moved an inch. He’s in the trench with you, but He’s not going to pull the trigger for you.

It’s time to stop acting like a spiritual orphan and start acting like a son of the Living God. You don’t need a polished “men’s ministry” to tell you to pick up your Bible and start leading your home. You don’t need a coffee invite to choose honesty over a hidden screen. You need the grit to realize that the struggle you’re in isn’t a sign of failure—it’s your training ground.

Here is your mission for the next 24 hours:

  • Stop Complaining: Quit blaming the church’s lack of follow-up for your lack of growth. You have the Holy Spirit and the Word. That’s more than the early martyrs ever had, and they changed the world.
  • Lead Your House: Tonight, don’t wait for your wife to ask. Gather your family, read five verses from the book of James, and pray a simple, honest prayer over them. It’ll feel awkward. Do it anyway.
  • Kill the Secret: If you’re hiding a sin, drag it into the light. Confess it to God and find one man you trust to tell the truth to. No more shadows.

    • The high of the altar call is gone, and that’s a good thing. Now, the real work begins. Are you going to fold because it got hard, or are you going to stand your ground like the men who came before you?

    The fight is here. Get in it.

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    Intentional FaithMar 19

    The Day You Decide Who You Serve

    A Chosen Allegiance
    The Bible in a Year

    Joshua’s voice carries a weight that only comes from a life lived with God. As he nears the end of his days, he gathers the people and speaks with clarity: “Choose you this day whom ye will serve… but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord” (Joshua 24:15). This is not a casual encouragement; it is a defining moment. The Hebrew word for serve, ʿābad (עָבַד), implies more than occasional devotion—it speaks of labor, allegiance, and ongoing commitment. Joshua is not asking Israel to add God to their lives; he is calling them to center their lives around Him.

    As I sit with this passage, I am struck by how Joshua begins—not with inspiration, but with confrontation. “If it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord…” That statement reveals something unsettling. There were those among God’s people who viewed serving Him as undesirable, even burdensome. Sin has a way of distorting what is good until it appears restrictive or unnecessary. What God calls life, the world often calls limitation. What God calls truth, the world dismisses as outdated. Isaiah captured this reversal when he wrote, “Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil” (Isaiah 5:20). The human heart, when untethered from God, does not merely drift—it inverts reality.

    Yet Joshua does not linger on their excuses. He moves quickly to exhortation: “Choose you this day…” The urgency is unmistakable. Serving God is not something we stumble into; it is something we decide. The covenant language behind this moment echoes throughout Scripture, especially in passages like Jeremiah 31:33, where God says, “I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts.” To know God, as our weekly theme reminds us, is not merely intellectual—it is relational and volitional. It involves the will. The Greek equivalent in the New Testament often reflects this in words like thelō (θέλω), meaning to will or to choose with intention. Knowing God is inseparable from choosing Him.

    I have found that many people want the benefits of God without the commitment to Him. They want peace without surrender, forgiveness without transformation, and blessing without obedience. But Joshua’s words leave no room for that kind of divided life. This is not about convenience; it is about allegiance. As Charles Spurgeon once said, “Every man must serve somebody—either the God who made him or the devil who would destroy him.” There is no neutral ground. Even the choice not to choose is, in itself, a decision.

    What gives Joshua’s words their enduring power, however, is not merely his exhortation but his example. “As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.” He does not stand at a distance, issuing commands. He steps forward, placing himself under the same call. Leadership, in the biblical sense, is always incarnational. It is lived before it is taught. Joshua’s declaration begins with “me” before it extends to “my house.” That order matters. One cannot lead others where one is unwilling to go.

    In our homes, this truth becomes especially tangible. Spiritual direction is not established by occasional words but by consistent witness. Children and families are shaped not only by what is said, but by what is practiced. When a home sees prayer, hears Scripture, and observes a life oriented toward God, it forms a pattern that echoes across generations. This aligns with the covenant vision of Deuteronomy 6:6–7, where God commands His people to teach His words diligently to their children. The home becomes the first place where God is known.

    And this brings us back to the heart of this week’s message: God desires to be known. “They shall all know me, from the least of them unto the greatest of them” (Hebrews 8:11). But knowing God is not passive. It is cultivated through relationship, sustained through obedience, and expressed through service. The choice Joshua presents is not merely about activity; it is about identity. Who am I aligned with? Whose voice shapes my decisions? Whose will governs my life?

    As I walk through this day, I am reminded that I, too, am making that choice—not once, but repeatedly. In my priorities, in my responses, in my quiet moments and visible actions, I am declaring whom I serve. The call of Joshua still echoes because it speaks to the enduring reality of the human condition: we are always serving something. The only question is whether what we serve leads to life or away from it.

    So today, I choose again. Not out of obligation, but out of recognition. God has made Himself known, not as a distant authority but as a covenant-keeping Lord who invites relationship. To serve Him is not loss; it is alignment with truth itself. And in that alignment, there is a clarity and purpose that no other path can provide.

    For further reflection, consider this article:
    https://www.ligonier.org/learn/devotionals/choose-this-day

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