How becoming a drag queen helped my journey as a trans man

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Blog post! ☕️
Dutch Bros employees are adorable and kind. Also: agoraphobia
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For those who don’t know, Dutch Bros is a local coffee chain in the Pacific Northwest. They started in Oregon the year I graduated high school (1992), and have grown...

#agoraphobia #anxiety

Welp, guess I have a great big "told ya so" to deliver to my psychologist next Wednesday.

#WW3 #MentalHealth #Anxiety #MentalIllness #ocd #PTSD #agoraphobia #cptsd

Does anyone else get zaps? Like little electric shocks in their body. Had some scary ones across my chest this morning, they didn’t hurt, but very uncomfortable.

Apparently could be linked to POTS or mould, which would fit with the MCAS and histamine intolerance.

I’m seeing my gp on Tuesday, but will go to walk in/emergency if gets worse etc.

#POTS #MCAS #HistamineIntolerance #Fibromyalgia #CFSME #CFS #ME #Anxiety #Depression #Agoraphobia #AuDHD #ADHD #Autistic

"how are you going?"

#audhd #autism #adhd #disability #neurodiverse #MentalHealth #Anxiety #MentalIllness #ocd #PTSD #agoraphobia #cptsd

While I’m definitely on the mend, this week has been a real struggle on the #MajorDepression front. I’m not enjoying the added twist of #Agoraphobia that has latched onto this episode.

I really have to go to work now but the world is a scary place. It’s after 10:00! I HAVE to go…I’m going now….

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#17ºRibeiraSacra #Agoraphobia #AzkenaRockFestival #BilbaoBBKLive #FestivalSinsal...
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Today is a bad day.

I went in to get med refills, but I couldn't afford them because the fucking free doctor prescribed them wrong. So I haven't had my meds for a week. Went to get the correct ones today, and they were $40.

Awesome. So I had to do a walk in I didn't mean to do. Got the meds prescribed for the third fucking time, and I was so stressed out I left without ever picking them up.

Went back to pick up my meds, was going to celebrate with a vape. Vape mod is missing. I look for it everywhere. It's gone. I lost it somewhere in all the stress of trying to save $40.

This is the poverty tax. To save $40, I lost $80. It is the snake that eats itself.

Also I have a second job interview next week. Unfortunately I also have agoraphobia, and my vape was my safety signal.

I'm freaking out and I need to replace it now. I will do anything to replace it. But to prevent myself from engaging in desperate, self-destructive acts, I'm going to have to require myself to do nothing.

I'm so fucked. I was getting $100 from a friend soon and none of it matters because I can never get ahead and begging for scraps kills my fucking soul.

So I'm begging. Because a soul can't live without a body, and I've been a body without a soul long enough.

No GFM. This is an emergency. If I have to wait, I might as well go inpatient and fuck both job interviews.

https://cash.app/$CeruleanArc
https://venmo.com/joanburgos

P.S. Oh and next week I'll need new Adderall. So this is all hell. I get $20, it's gone. Beg for more. If you have anything, please spare me more hell. I am so close, but I'm so tired too. I can't take much more of this. At this point I feel like I'd lose less self esteem finding people to fuck me for money on Craigslist.

#MutualAid #TransJoy #PovertyTax #Agoraphobia #MedicalAbuse #Disability #EmergencyAid #Venmo #CashApp #ButlerPA #Pittsburgh #LPC #SupportArtists #MutualAidRequest