1958

Things have been difficult
Since I found the sludge
Plum and slimy and steaming and excruciating
Oozing into every pore
Sliding past my lips and into my stomach
Into my ears and eyes and nose
And settling itself comfortably in my skull

 
#ventart #actuallyptsd #actuallycptsd #actuallyabused #actuallytraumatized

What's up y'all I just had 4 flashbacks back to back, took an Ativan and waited, then took another Ativan and I'm still shaking a bit #actuallyptsd