Anyone / anybody& simultaneously experience completely contradictory, irreconcilable thoughts?

For example, we are presently simultaneously feeling that:

• We are worthless and letting down everyone we know.
• We are genuinely doing the best we can.

Other contradictory thought pairs include:

• Wanting friendship and affection, but not feeling worthy of either.
• Wanting to be social, but also wanting to keep ourselves away from others.

Feel like we really need a mindware update, as our AuDHD installation has apparently been corrupted over time  🤦‍♀️

Either that or it's a "feature" of the OS... or possibly a hardware issue / limitation 🙃

#AuDHD #WhyAreWeLikeThis?! #neurodivergent #neurospicy #MentalHealth

#MorningThoughts

• Rare Smurf hypothesis
• Panspermatogenesis
• The GTA wasted overlay, but the text reads snoozed and it shows somebody reaching out to snooze their phone alarm
• Misreading pregabalin as pregnaballsin

#WhyAreWeLikeThis?! #WeHaventEvenTakenOurLisdexYetWeveJustBeenAwakeForLike90Mins #ErrantThoughts #snooze

Neovagina dentata 🦷🌮

(We did warn you 😅)

#cursed #BodyHorror #WhyAreWeLikeThis?!

One of the weirdest things about discovering you're plural in a median kinda way is everything 😅  

#plurality #MedianSystem #WhyAreWeLikeThis?!

Anyone else's mind / software ever glitch and combine 2 unrelated visual things into 1, then get very confused? 😅

YouTube video thumbnails that appeared at the end of one video just confused us with the following (see image) 🤭

#VisualPerceptionError #VisualProcessingFail #WhyAreWeLikeThis?!

Anyone else here non-binary in the sense of either (or both of):

• Not comprehending gender as something that can be binary for anyone?
• Being genuinely okay with certain gendered terms as well as gender neutral ones?

In our case, girl, daughter, gal, woman, and wife are all terms we are happy with and even enjoy, but we also like neutral terms like child, person, spouse, partner etc.  

We know there's no right or wrong way to be anything, including non-binary, and that language is descriptive, not prescriptive, but it often feels like we're our own little celestial body of gender weirdness 🥺

We know there's only one entity that's us, and that no-one else has the same combo of experiences, trauma, queerness, neurospiciness, plurality, therian-adjacent-ness, etc., but it'd be nice to not be (or feel like) the exception to the rule for a change, ya know? 😅

#NonBinary #TransFem #queer #neurospicy #neurodivergent #WhyAreWeLikeThis?!

Certified Telescope Mechanics (Trust Us)

Diego and I drove into regional Victoria to fix a telescope dome because apparently that’s our life now.

We adjusted the focuser (it was vibing wrong), tried to mount a Celestron C14 on a pier (it said “no”), and realized we need an adapter the size of my ego.

It was dusty. It was weirdly emotional. One of us almost cried (me).

This is what happens when you give two guys tools, a telescope, and zero adult supervision. 🔧🔭🚙

#Astronomy #Telescope #Observatory #DomeMaintenance #SpaceNerd #Celestron #Australia #RegionalVictoria #FixingThings #DIYFails #TravelVlog #ScienceVlog #SpaceStuff #BehindTheScenes #UnhingedVlog #ChaoticEnergy #Astrophysics #ScienceIsCool #OutbackAdventure #EngineeringFail #TechVlog #Stargazing #YouTubeVlog #INeedHelp #WhyAreWeLikeThis

https://youtu.be/OmAaaAcKanI

Servicing Space Domes with Zero Qualifications

Diego and I drove into regional Victoria to fix a telescope dome because apparently that’s our life now.

We adjusted the focuser (it was vibing wrong), tried to mount a Celestron C14 on a pier (it said “no”), and realized we need an adapter the size of my ego.

It was dusty. It was weirdly emotional. One of us almost cried (me).

This is what happens when you give two guys tools, a telescope, and zero adult supervision. 🔧🔭🚙

#Astronomy #Telescope #Observatory #DomeMaintenance #SpaceNerd #Celestron #Australia #RegionalVictoria #FixingThings #DIYFails #TravelVlog #ScienceVlog #SpaceStuff #BehindTheScenes #UnhingedVlog #ChaoticEnergy #Astrophysics #ScienceIsCool #OutbackAdventure #EngineeringFail #TechVlog #Stargazing #YouTubeVlog #INeedHelp #WhyAreWeLikeThis

https://youtu.be/OmAaaAcKanI

So Gucci's Fashion Week Show stream is up - 11 hours till we get to see Jin wave at ARMY and then walk into a venue!  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guedmbnJAZM

#Jin #FediArmy #WhyAreWeLikeThis