If I knew magic ways of getting to sleep, do you think I'd be awake at three o'clock in the morning answering 'phone calls from people telling me they can't sleep?

#Venting

I want to go to my local writing club, but I don't know if I necessarily have anything to write about today.

And because the alternative I have presented myself is that I'm going to stay home and have a perfectly fine evening here finally getting to clean my house and have dinner, it feels like I have a good alternative, at that.

I'm devaluing it at the moment, however, internally because it isn't "outside". I'm socializing with people on the phone today though and making progress on things that have been bothering me that I haven't had done so I think I need to just take it easy.
#venting #MentalHealth #ManicDepression

The use of #NoReply addresses ( and #ShortCodes instead of #PhoneNumbers ) should be illegal as in:
- Lifetime ban for using Computers and Phones
- Life no less than 25 years of jail

If you - as a business or organization - can send me a message, you owe me the ability to reply to you in the same way.
- If you can't even be assed to add a "reply-to" address, I consider you a spammer.

#rant #venting #sarcasm #JobSearch #eMail #Phone #NoReplyAddress

I wish that online harassment was taken more seriously! I’ve been told to harm/kill myself & had threats of violence/SA against me both as a minor and an adult. I know that none of them ever were punished aside from maybe getting a temporary ban at the very least. Makes me sick.

Oh good, the provincial budget got rammed through this morning and it's just been announced that electricity rates are going up.

Guess I'll resume my research on how to live in a van when you're not a perfectly pretty Instagram influencer.

#Venting #Stress #Capitalism

Tonight fuckin blew...

Chatters be crying in my damn twitch chat because I cannot read chat frequently. These people have to understand that my current setup is not a streaming setup with two monitors.

Chatters, I say this, you are NOT entitled to make people read your messages. Stop acting like that and just grow the fuck up.

As a matter of fact, why do I keep streaming to these people to begin with? Streaming is a habit! It's like a caffeine addiction that takes over an entire being.

#venting #vent #ranting #rant #streamer #twitch

If there is one thing I loathe with every fibre of my being, it's broadcast radio.

As of yesterday, the workers on the construction site across from my rental have taken to carrying a portable radio with them. It's loud enough that I can hear it through my closed windows at 30m distance. If I open my windows, I can clearly hear what the talking heads are saying.

This is NOT helping me get through my day.

#random #venting

I hate the overusage of the word "opinionated" in the software world in the past 4-5 years. I get it, it's your app, it's your way of configuring things. Fuck your opinionated thing!

#venting

I’m feeling grateful, because my partner and I each got commissioned today and get to stay inside this week. But grieving for today being ten years since my grandma died. She was a light and it feels like my whole life has fallen apart in these ten years.
The suicidal feelings are worse now in this wave of grief.
I came out privately as trans first at 7, then publicly at 15, months after my grandma died.
I’ve been in pain for years, wishing I could have a breast reduction before knowing top surgery was a thing. I tried to get surgery at 18, then the funds I raised had to be used in an emergency to keep me sheltered; I got a van and lived in it. Went across the country to Massachusetts so I could get top surgery. Everything fell apart again and my life centered around supporting my partner through the abusive situation she was in. Now I’m 24 and the depression gets worse every day, the pain has progressed from chronic pain to having painful lumps in my breast tissue as well. I am not in a “stable enough” situation to get Medicaid approved top surgery if I even had insurance, and am at the point where I’d rather deal with this weekly shelter while recovering from somehow getting top surgery than deal with the suicidal ideation that feels constant.
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