lo-fi techno tracks to gel and nickname to
https://youtube.com/watch?v=BjcAsuQetYs โ You cant misgender me!!! #nonbinary #trans #transgender #shorts #transmasc #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #gay (0:16)

lo-fi techno tracks to gel and nickname to
https://youtube.com/watch?v=BjcAsuQetYs โ You cant misgender me!!! #nonbinary #trans #transgender #shorts #transmasc #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #gay (0:16)

who else up crying because of how hungry they are
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any donations are appreciated because i'm genuinely starving and don't eat enough on a daily basis and anything will be appreciated
So I don't want to seem like I am just turning around and being with someone else, as if he wasn't good enough already. Plus, he is a real sweetie too, and we are still friends, so I don't want to ruin that. Might seem like a betrayal, you know? But, then again, maybe I am overthinking this, as always.
4/4
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc
So, IDK what to do? I will always at least be her friend, but I don't want to throw away my shot, to see someone else get her first. Also, I would additionally feel bad about getting with someone else after I broke up with my boyfriend last year cuz I felt I couldn't handle a relationship at the time.
3/?
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc
I want to ask her out or tell her she's oh so pretty and sweet, but with my current mental state + being somewhere on the aromantic spectrum, I don't know that I could do a relationship justice right now. And I also don't want to risk losing our still blossoming friendship for nothing.
2/?
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc
And one more side note before I go to bed... I have a serious crush on a woman I know. Only problems are, she doesn't know I'm trans, and I don't know what her sexuality is. So... I don't know if I have a chance there, or if I shouldn't get my hopes up.
1/?
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc
Side note, I just can't stand when people use feminine terms for me anymore. I don't like knowing they see me as a woman. It hurts. But why?? I guess I know why. I'm a trans dude of some sort. Or so I think. But the fact that I don't know for sure if I am trans, or, if so, what flavor of trans per say, leaves me so confused and hanging in the balance. I can't solve this.
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc
And is my apathy/amotivation/what have you, due to my being closeted trans/in denial? Or maybe because of my meds? Idk. Just felt like I needed to vent. As usual, if anyone has any advice for me, I'd be happy to hear it, but whatever is cool.
12/12?
#lgbtq #transman #transgenderman #ftm #ftmquestioning #transgender #lgbt #transmasc #transmasculine #masc