Yesterday was a really bad brain day. I could not do anything. All I did was binge watch supernatural academy on netflix. I really loved seeing the non binary aromantic character Jae and feel a strong gender longing towards them. I say gender longing to mean something similar to gender envy, but with less of a negative conotation to it. I felt gender envy before and to me it has a touch of bitterness to it. While, gender longing is similar, it does not have this bitterness. it just made me feel good seeing them on screen, an oh how i wish it was possible to me to present as they do.
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