22 months.

Didn't know there was a new lyric video for this track - played at his funeral for those new to my postings here. I posted the old one from Carrie and Lowell a LOT after he died, almost monthly.

"I love you more than the world can contain
In its lonely and ramshackle head
There's only a shadow of me
In a matter of speaking, I'm dead"

Still true, sadly. I can't see myself loving anyone else, maybe it will happen but I can't go through this again...so I'd rather be alone.

Losing someone you planned your entire life with is something I'd not wish on my worst enemy.

As I wrote over on the video:

"This album is the best expression of grief ever recorded, and this song is for me the heart of the album, the centre of the storm. Nice to have a new lyric video for it.

22 months on to the day since he died, I listen to this song and others from the album regularly still."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuJ32UAlpCk

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