As time goes by

A favorite movie of mine is Casablanca, and the title of this post is therefore an obvious nod to that classic. Time for us seems oddly to go by super fast and yet simultaneously super slow. I don’…

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Journal – Week 24, June 2026

Well, it's been quite a week! Mostly, I struggled with a lot of pain, due to a big muscle in my back making a mess of things. Monday to Tuesday night, I almost called emergency services due to the pain. Then, something popped hard, which gave some instant relief. But, the rest of the week was dominated by my back being just awful. I was fortunate to get some help with Koa, as several neighbors and mum have taken him out on a normal walk for a few days. Koa started to lose his little sharp puppy teefs, which meant a lot of biting. He's been more naughty, doing things he knows he should not be doing. As I struggled with my back having a more bitey, and naugty, pup wasn't the easiest thing to deal with. I ordered some things for Koa, and I got my ordered pictures delivered, so I could add them to the old skool photo albums. It was a hard week, due to my stupid back. But, we made it through the best we could. A screenshot from the "weer&radar" weather app or website showing a 14-day weather forecast for Herpen, dated June 8, 2026.The image has a dark blue background with a central white graph panel. At the top, yellow and white text reads "14-daagse verwachting", "Herpen", and "08 juni 2026".The graph displays a two-week timeline starting on Monday (Ma) and ending on Sunday (Zo), with weekends highlighted by light blue vertical bands. Two line graphs plot the temperatures: a top red line for maximum temperatures and a bottom blue line for minimum temperatures, both in degrees Celsius.The daily breakdown is as follows:Week 1:Monday: Max 21, Min 13 (Rain drop icon)Tuesday: Max 17, Min 11 (Lightning/thunderstorm icon)Wednesday: Max 17, Min 9 (Lightning/thunderstorm icon)Thursday: Max 18, Min 10 (Rain drop icon)Friday: Max 20, Min 12 (Rain drop icon)Saturday: Max 24, Min 15Sunday: Max 25, Min 14Week 2:Monday: Max 27, Min 15Tuesday: Max 26, Min 15Wednesday: Max 26, Min 14Thursday: Max 22, Min 13Friday: Max 21, Min 12Saturday: Max 22, Min 12Sunday: Max 25, Min 14Below the temperature graphs, a horizontal bar indicates sunshine duration using a yellow gradient, with a legend showing a sun icon ranging from "veel" (much yellow) to "weinig" (little yellow/grey). The first five days also feature small weather icons for rain or thunderstorms, while the remaining days show varying shades of yellow indicating plenty of sunshine.At the bottom of the image, the "weer&radar" logo is displayed in white and yellow, followed by "beschikbaar voor" alongside Android, Apple, and web icons. The very bottom text reads "Stand: 08-06-2026". Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday. […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/06/16/journal-week-24-june-2026/

Journal – Week 23, June 2026

June has began! A new week, kicking off a new month! The week started with a long day, as on Monday, early evening, Koa got his first puppy class with my mum and me. And, Koa had some practice with being alone downstairs, while I was upstairs. And... yes, there is more! 😉We're slowly making some good progress with the "sit" and then "give paw" command! Yay for not so little Koa! 🐾 As the week progressed, Koa seemed to struggle a bit with some of the things he already did nicely. Unfortunately, it also meant that I didn't get the proper sleep that I needed, and I got grouchy at times, and I struggled more with my spoons and emotions. We had a few bad nights, and a few more decent ones. But it was still hard for me to deal with the combination of being tired, being sore, and all these mixed emotions... A 14-day weather forecast infographic from Weer & Radar for Herpen, dated June 1, 2026. The image features a dark teal background with text and a large central white graph box displaying daily temperature trends and expected conditions.Header TextAt the top left, written in yellow and white text against the teal background, it reads:"14-daagse verwachting" (14-day forecast)"Herpen""01 juni 2026"Weather Graph DetailsThe main white card shows a line graph plotting maximum (red dots) and minimum (blue dots) temperatures in degrees Celsius across 14 days, starting from Monday (Ma) through Sunday (Zo) twice. Weekends (Za and Zo) are highlighted with a very light blue vertical background shading.Week 1:Ma (Monday, June 1): Max 23°C, Min 13°C. Weather icon below shows a plain yellow box.Di (Tuesday): Max 21°C, Min 15°C. Weather icon shows a lightning bolt.Wo (Wednesday): Max 21°C, Min 14°C. Weather icon shows a blue raindrop.Do (Thursday): Max 20°C, Min 16°C. Weather icon shows a lightning bolt.Vr (Friday): Max 17°C, Min 13°C. Weather icon shows a blue raindrop.Za (Saturday): Max 18°C, Min 8°C. Weather icon is a plain yellow box.Zo (Sunday): Max 21°C, Min 12°C. Weather icon is a plain yellow box.Week 2:Ma (Monday): Max 25°C, Min 13°C.Di (Tuesday): Max 23°C, Min 14°C.Wo (Wednesday): Max 24°C, Min 13°C.Do (Thursday): Max 21°C, Min 13°C.Vr (Friday): Max 24°C, Min 13°C.Za (Saturday): Max 25°C, Min 13°C.Zo (Sunday): Max 22°C, Min 14°C. (Note: All days in Week 2 show a plain yellow weather box underneath).Legend & FooterBelow the graph, a legend clarifies the markers:A red dot indicates "Max (°C)"A blue dot indicates "Min (°C)"A sun icon is next to a yellow-to-grey gradient bar labeled "veel" (much/frequent sunshine, yellow) to "weinig" (little sunshine, grey).At the bottom of the image, the Weer & Radar logo is displayed in white and yellow, followed by "beschikbaar voor" with Android, Apple, and web icons, and a final timestamp: "Stand: 01-06-2026". Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday. […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/06/09/journal-week-23-june-2026/

Take it easy

It’s a rainy, gloomy morning to match my Monday mood. My wife has been quite sick lately and although getting better, she is still not back to normal. I am preparing for a talk with a moving compan…

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I really REALLY need to slow down, stop stressing and just let go.

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Journal – Week 22, May 2026

On Monday, mum and I had our first puppy class, which was a two-hour theory class. Most of it, I already knew, but it was interesting nevertheless. Tuesday, mum and I took Koa to Germany, so he could get a new harnass. We found a beautiful one that fit, and thanks to a kind lady, I even got some discount on it! I went to physio, and then picked up Koa, to head back home. Wednesday and Thursday were more relaxing days. They were warm days, as the whole week has been rather warm, so we stayed inside a lot, and tried to keep cool. On Wednesday, Koa's new GPS tracker arrived, so I had some fun on Thurday, setting it all up. It was costly (the subscription I took for it), but I think it will be worth it. I hope to never need it for real, but should something happen, than at least I should be able to find my little dude. Friday was a busy day, with the vet and physio visits. Saturday, we tried to take it easy, as Sunday would be a busier day again, as it was my mum's b-day. Unfortunately, the pain in my lower back, and leg, didn't ease up a lot. And, on Sunday, I got another "ouch" to add to "the list". Ah well... A weather forecast infographic from "Weer & Radar" showing a 14-day weather trend for Herpen, dated May 25, 2026. The image features a blue background with a central white graph area containing two line charts: a top line with red dots for maximum temperatures and a bottom line with blue dots for minimum temperatures.The horizontal axis represents 14 consecutive days labeled by Dutch abbreviations, starting from Monday (Ma) and ending on Sunday (Zo) two weeks later. The weekend days (Za and Zo) are highlighted with subtle light-blue vertical background columns.Below the main graph, a horizontal bar of 14 colored squares indicates sunshine levels (ranging from bright yellow for "veel" / much, to pale beige for "weinig" / little), with rain icon droplets on specific days.Header InformationMain Title: 14-daagse verwachting (14-day forecast)Location: HerpenDate: 25 mei 2026Temperature Graph Data (Day 1 to Day 14)Day 1 (Ma - Monday, May 25): Max 28°C, Min 12°C. Sunshine is bright yellow.Day 2 (Di - Tuesday): Max 30°C, Min 14°C. Sunshine is bright yellow.Day 3 (Wo - Wednesday): Max 24°C, Min 15°C. Sunshine is bright yellow.Day 4 (Do - Thursday): Max 24°C, Min 10°C. Sunshine is bright yellow.Day 5 (Vr - Friday): Max 22°C, Min 15°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Day 6 (Za - Saturday): Max 24°C, Min 12°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Day 7 (Zo - Sunday): Max 26°C, Min 18°C. Sunshine is pale yellow with a blue rain droplet icon.Day 8 (Ma - Monday): Max 24°C, Min 15°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Day 9 (Di - Tuesday): Max 25°C, Min 15°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Day 10 (Wo - Wednesday): Max 24°C, Min 15°C. Sunshine is pale yellow with a blue rain droplet icon.Day 11 (Do - Thursday): Max 21°C, Min 14°C. Sunshine is pale beige.Day 12 (Vr - Friday): Max 19°C, Min 11°C. Sunshine is pale beige.Day 13 (Za - Saturday): Max 24°C, Min 11°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Day 14 (Zo - Sunday): Max 22°C, Min 14°C. Sunshine is pale yellow.Legend and FooterRed Dot: Max (°C)Blue Dot: Min (°C)Sunshine Scale: A sun symbol next to a gradient bar labeled "veel" (much, bright yellow) to "weinig" (little, pale beige).Logo: weer&radar (with a yellow globe icon inside the ampersand).Subtext: "beschikbaar voor" (available for) followed by Android, Apple, and web browser icons.Status Date: Stand: 25-05-2026. Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday. […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/06/02/journal-week-22-may-2026/

"if more people with medical conditions were validated by doctors¹ or at least had a support group full of people in the same situation as them², they wouldn't need to seek things like dietary supplements or other temporary fixes regardless of how well they work compared to getting actual treatment"

Is that it? Have we really stooped to "only validation matters" as the only acceptable form of help?

Someone who feels heard but remains with many, many problems hasn't actually been helped with them. People seek alternatives because the solutions available to them often don't work for them or the situation may not be adequately managed with said available solutions, regardless of how validated they feel.

If we accept that only validation matters as a form of help, we risk telling people who expect better or anything remotely more meaningful to just be grateful they even have validation in the first place.

If a doctor just so happens to recognize that someone's assigned condition has turned out to be a misdiagnosis for a more severe or benign condition while offering either: heavy-handed treatments full of medication and invasive therapies without consent, or, overly conservative treatment that feels like no treatment at all (or even literally no treatment at all), that's basically inadequate treatment on the hollow premise that "only validation matters" and nothing else. It's a hollow gesture.

People try things with weak evidence because the alternative is suffering at the hands of incompetence or false premises, whether systemic or individual (as in the doctors and other people involved in the healthcare system, not the people in need themselves).

We're basically excusing inaction by making it so that emotional (at best) or practical (at worst) validation becomes an acceptable endpoint, even as conditions become more severe and treatment-resistant over time without adequate help. In other words, it's saying that we must put up with accepting only validation and nothing more. And needing more becomes a "burden" to others "only trying to help".

All this mentality does is ironically reinforce the worst stereotypes about people with physical and mental illnesses.

#Health #Healthcare #MentalHealth #PhysicalHealth #Validation

¹doctors who just so happen to recognize the actual reality of a patient's lived experience for practical/insurance reasons

²random people who may be in the same situation as them, but also have wildly different ideas as to what works and what doesn't, which may cause some conflict and incompatibility

(note: this is not to say that validation is completely worthless but rather, ideally, we should have validation plus meaningful help, not one without the other)

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So many things yet to do

Today, a new pair of eyeglasses arrives in the mail. I’m looking forward to wearing them almost as much as I am looking forward to the end of the work week. They will help me see better and are ver…

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