Some weeks are harder than others. Over the past two weeks, I’ve been struggling with depression—a weight that makes even simple things, like selecting photos, feel impossible. But I’ve learned that healing is rarely linear; some days are heavy, others give glimpses of light.

Even when my mind is foggy, I still push myself to walk and photograph. Photography is my anchor. It’s a quiet dialogue with the world: proof that even in shadow, there’s beauty. This image was taken in the Kampina at sunrise, a tree backlit by the first light of day. The scene felt like a mirror of my own state—dark outlines and muted tones, but a glow forming behind, ready to grow stronger.

Scientifically, dawn is a transition: low-angle sunlight scatters through moisture and particles, producing warm hues and long shadows. Trees, too, respond to light cues, signaling daily rhythms of growth and rest. It reminds me that nature is never static. Neither are we.

This photo was captured with my Canon 5D Mark III and Sigma 100–400mm lens. Like the light creeping over the horizon, I’ll keep showing up.

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📸 A Journey Through the Fog of Depression

Today started heavy. Depression does that—it numbs, isolates, and pulls like gravity. But I’ve learned through years of therapy, especially MBT (Mentalization-Based Treatment), that passivity feeds the darkness.

So I fought. Gently. I got up, told my loved ones how I felt, grabbed my camera, and walked. Not far—just through my neighborhood. But far enough.

I started with a black-and-white shot of crows over a church—still feeling the weight. Then, purple campanula—color pushing through the gray. At the museum gates, the structured lines mirrored the limits depression imposes. I saw old doors, one with a “poop scraper” from centuries past—a reminder that darkness was always part of history, and we’ve always found ways to clean it off. The next door, a symbol of resilience, built in the 1930s—a time of rebuilding.

Then came the Goldstrum, tall and open to the sun. I stood tall too. I felt the warmth. At Spoorpark, I watched people relax, ducks glide, a young coot close to me—a quiet connection. A boy gazed over the water in stillness. Just like me. Still. Strong. Present.

Photography helped me reconnect. If you’re struggling: talk to someone. Move. Create. It doesn’t fix everything—but it can make everything feel possible again.

📷Canon 7D Mark II with EF-S 15–85mm

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Rayonner enfin.

Marie, mon amie, ma confidente, ma sœur de cœur.
Ce regard, ce sourire, cette lumière…
Cette séance, c’était plus qu’un moment photo.
C’était un pas vers elle-même. Un moment pour se réapproprier son image, pour dire oui à son métissage, à ses origines, à toute son histoire.
Enfin.

Merci pour ta confiance infinie.

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Guten Morgen liebe Tröten und Twittervögel. Ich war schon im Schlosspark unterwegs. Ganz schön frisch da Draußen. Macht Euch das Wochenende schön.
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Ich habe da noch ein Blümchen für Euch. Zwar mit dem Handy geschossen, aber trotzdem schön bunt.
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Guten Tag Ihr hübschen Menschen. Der Tag war bis jetzt ziemlich busy...Babysitting und Co. Ein paar Fotos konnte ich trotzdem mal zwischendurch machen. Leider hat sich die Klinik immer noch nicht bei mir gemeldet. So langsam wird es Zeit. So what...habt einen schönen Tag.
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Guten Tag liebe Lieblingsmenschen. Ich wünsche Euch einen schönen Sonntag mit viel Liebe, Glück und Zufriedenheit.
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