The fluidic correlation between dimension 34 and parallel reality 73, is a clear violation of fundamental particle acceleration, yet at this juncture particles are all solid mass, gas and fluid, while they exceed the speed of light by a factor of 10 to the 100th powers, if we can find the mechanism that allows for this, we in theory could make human intergalactic travel a reality within our dimension and reality;

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It has been a rough kind of day, I had some rent chores to tend to, which exacerbated both my pain and exhaustion, in between taking many breaks and even now I have not been able to get comfortable enough to relax at all, the wonders of doing anything often spins by #bipolar #mania into drive, which in itself is exhausting, a long time ago I realized how I used to have the energy to ride a bicycle hundreds of miles in a week while working 80 hours, and then later how I could manage working 120+ hours a week without crashing, now eventually that all caught up with me, but in the time since I have done my best to keep my body still and my mind as quiet as I could, as any physical activity seems to through me into a mania induced activation, and it has always been hard to keep my mind quiet, but between the two, along with my constant pain sleep often evades me, so doing chores becomes a fine line of balancing extra pain and at what point does my body refuse to shut down and relax, the sad thing is, there is not pre set limit what works one day may not the next and so on, it is a constant battle of will, and far to often I am stuck in a full speed go even though my body can no longer perform, and that causes more pain more exhaustion and really a great deal of aggravation, in anyevent I am having a hard time chilling out and relaxing and my mind is running so fast it is extremely hard to focus on anything at all;

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For if life is but a translation of death, then in what existence is there actual life, for this one is wrought with suffering, destruction and chaos, to be blunt this is the definition of hell, so if we are all in the afterlife confined to hell, for when did we live, when did we experience joy, peace, compassion and order, for as the rose wilts and dies it would appear we have long since decomposed as humanity is simply gone;

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After a sleepless night of pain the old man drags his breathless lifeless corpse out of a sunken bed of jagged thorny rocks, stiff unable to yet see as the classical music plays he scrapes himself off to prepare his coffee, as his hands shake and tremble he pours in the water and counts the scoops of grind fumbling he manages to plug in the percolator, as the coffee begins to perc he shuffles off to the toilet where his bowels bellow out in a hungerous rage, in the mirror a face blankly staring into the abyss reflecting his disheveled hair and beard, to tired to care he stumbles back to his bed where he struggles to pull on his socks pants and shoes, he pours a cup of coffee and gently packs his pipe with scraps of tobacco and pulls on his coat, stumbling out the door the morning is dark and cloudy the air mild, as the world begins to wake not a soul cares for the hellish plight he must endure yet another day;

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Today in nothing works correctly these days.. I present to you a genuine email from PayPal.

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I am disabled and Bipolar, on SSDI, I have severe anxiety and bipolar, PTSD, ADD/ADHD. I do not drive. I am poor. I struggle to make ends meet, and I have many unmet needs. I need help to get a home where I can keep until I die. I don’t want to worry about what I am going to eat, I don’t want to go to be hungry anymore, I don’t want to worry about the decline of my mental health, because of lack of care. My health is slowly but steadily declining. I have not had proper care for some time.

If I could raise ~$3 million in a rather short amount of time, I could obtain my own property and home, whether I buy a house and property or vacant property and build my forever home. My realistic ideal budget for property and home along with the necessary things that go with a home, is currently around $500,000 and that is very doable. But lets just say to create my forever home, furnish it stock it with food and all the stuff one needs to live, cost $1.5 million I would still have $1.5 million left in the bank which would give me $37,500 a year for the next 40 years of my life, which is an increase of $25,000 a year over my current $12,000 a year. Which would allow me to cover all my property taxes, utilities, maintenance, food and groceries and basic life costs, and not have to ever worry about what I am going to eat, or where I will sleep and for how long.

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JEEBUS. Help, anyone? For some reason Cloudflare thinks I was trying to hammer on Paypal's* servers, because when I try to go to the site I get an "Error 1015: You are being rate limited." Blocks my desktop and my phone. Any ideas how this happened or how to fix it on my end?

*—God I hate Paypal.

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Manic Sounds, is a collection of music that a creative disabled bipolar man composed and produced to have something reflective of my emotions and experiences, Manic Sounds, is more than music, it is a collection of musical soundscapes, and whether you listen from the first track to last or you shuffle them around, they will provide you with hours of audio exploration, perfect for relaxing, meditating, or just to listen to.

🎧 Listen to the Manic Sounds Archive

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