I am still reeling from the knowledge that I could possibly receive #GenderAffirming care. I have been out as #trans for about 7 years? I honestly lost track. This whole time, I was told I was too #fat for surgery, but too healthy for a weight loss surgery. My epigenetics are fucked, and my weight is much higher than the cutoff. I just can't wait to have #BreastReduction and a #PartialHysterctomy. I need this shit so bad. I'm tired of being up at night sobbing over it. Surgery?! for me?!?! aaaaa