Not like all the others…

You thought you could cut me

And get away with it

That I would be like the others before me

That you could just cut me down in pieces

Make yourself feel better

And play all your nasty little games

That you could cut me

And I would just bleed silently

Take all the hurt and pain

Because I loved the hand

That was holding the knife

For love I would be willing to take and tolerate it all 

But what I did

You never saw it coming

Instead just bleeding silently

Or apologizing for the mess that you caused

I took the knife you were holding

And cut you out of my life instead

You asked me to sacrifice 

Everything for this horrible thing

You dared to call love

Just because it works time to time

Doesn’t erase the toxic unhealthy mess it is

I’m not gonna waste my love for it

And I refuse to take any more cuts

From your cruel hands

Most of all I don’t want my loving heart die in your hands

Or even worse

End up with same awful decaying heart that you have

Nothing can hide it any longer either

So I take the knife and cut you out of my life

Before it’s too late to save myself

I tried saving you

But only learned hard life lesson

Anyone can’t save a person who doesn’t want to be saved   

Some people like you are beyond the risk even trying to be saved

So you cut me the last time

And my first cut is cutting you out of my life

Severing the ties forever

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But it’s just a punchline of a joke

Oh you’re just so funny

And you keep “joking” around

After all

It’s all just a joke

Nothing serious, right?

And your friends

Finds it’s so funny how he is the punchline

Of all your jokes

 But that is not only punchline 

He is to you

He is the punchline

That gets hits and punches

Of your fist

And whatever stuff you happened to have on you hand

To hit him

But relax it’s just a joke

It’s for TikTok

Come on why can’t you take a joke?

It’s just a funny video

To post on social media

For the world to laugh

Yet he has more bruises to heal

From being the punchline

Of your “funny” jokes

To get some pathetic views on a app

While he has just more bruises to hide

Same time you have everyone around him

To tell him

It’s just a funny video

Where is your sense of humor bro?

Stop taking it seriously

Look how everyone is laughing

Yet he is the one with the bruises

But it’s just a punchline of a joke

And nothing more…

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Dreaming piece of heaven

I don’t seem to be able

Stop dreaming about you

Because dream of you

Is like a movie scene

Of a love story

Secretly written

In this wild heart of mine

And it keeps me dreaming even more

Of this love

Where I’m lost in your embrace

Safe in those long tattooed arms of yours

A little piece of heaven

That is just ours

Where we both belong

In this sacred place  

Hidden away

From cruel and cold world

But in your arms everything is so good

Actually more than good

It’s a truly piece of heaven

I want stay in there

I don’t want to woke up

From this dream

So please

Find you way to me

I have dreamed about this love so long now

It’s time it to become true

Dreams ain’t enough anymore

I need you here

With me now

I want my perfect piece of heaven

To get actually lost in your embrace

And stay there forever

But this time for real

 I have dreamed about this love

And I’m not giving up on this dream

So make it come true  

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Waiting for the night

As I walk on this empty beach by the sea

All alone

Middle of the night

Under the pale moon

Listening to the wind and waves

Singing their ancient melody

I hold onto a wish in my heart

I can’t help it

My heart just don’t want let go

Of a sweet dream

That always feels more than just a dream

 Wanting it to come true

As I walk under these stars

On this long dark beach

Making another wish from the star

Holding onto a memory of a dream

Like it is a picture I could hold

That won’t leave me alone

So here I am waiting for the night

When you are here

And I’m finally in your arms

Being embraced by your long arms

Safe and loved

 In way only true love can feel

Instead walking alone on this beach

It would be us together walking hand in hand

Kissing underneath shooting stars

No need for wishes to come true

Because you here there is no need to wish for more

My heart’s dream is already done   

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Counting stars

Another starry night

The old friend darkness

Here with me in the dead of night

While I’m sitting outside in the garden

But you ain’t here

Can’t help but having this feeling

That you are out there somewhere

The other half of my heart

And probably out there under sun

Since I’m under the full moon

As I sit here looking at the moon

I swear I believe one day we will find our way

To each other

 I’m not sure who you are

But I can feel this link to you

That two of us are meant to be

And meant to be together

And not world apart from each other

Because I never stop believing in love and destiny

I also believe our love story will be epic

So while you’re under golden sun

And I’m under silver moon

Counting stars all alone

I know my days counting stars alone

Won’t last long much longer hopefully

And sooner than I know

The story of us that is written into these stars

Will bring us together

The fate will not let us down

Next chapter of our love story is ready to start

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Love “supposed” to feel

But this time it doesn’t matter

How your love is “supposed” to feel

Emphasis on the supposed to

Not on how it actually feels

Because your fake love

Is all about what it supposed to be

How it supposed to look

Not what it actually is

And you focus on so much

What it needs to look like to others

Try to sell this false image

That is nothing but a lie

Because that’s all that matters

The fake image

Build on lies

To sell others like it is the truth

Because you can’t handle the truth

Or face it

So faking love

Is your only solution

Performing what love supposed to look like

Like that is same than being truly in love

But I guess you never have been

Because you wouldn’t able stay faking it instead

No one who truly has been in love

Would ever be satisfied with life faking what love supposed to feel 

 No one touched by true love will ever be faking it

They know what real love actually feels and don’t settle anything less

But here you are again

Faking love and lying through your teeth

Focusing on how love supposed to look from outside

While inside there is nothing but faking it all

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Resurrection

I will come alive again

It is time for my resurrection

Get redemption for my soul

It is time to heal what was broken

Even my poor heart

That only wanted love

Nothing else

Just be loved back

The way it loved

Apparently that was too much to ask

Redemption for my soul

That chooses darkness after being afraid of it

Not understanding darkness wasn’t ever the enemy

It was part of me

Darkness wasn’t the scary monster

Not gonna let anything stop me

Tired of disappointments

Knives on my back

Love turning out be fake again

 It was all just lies

This time I will rise up

I come alive

After I thought

I was already dead inside

But I wasn’t

Everything just needed to burn down

So I could born again from the flames

Rise through the ruins of old

To something new

Something better

It is time for my resurrection

Rise from flames and ashes

Be the phoenix

I was born in the beginning

Set myself free

Come alive 

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She is stalking him again

It is that time again

She needs another lie

To tell you

 When she leaves 

Where she says she is going

Is not where she ends up

Funny how she ends up in his neighborhood

Always when you ain’t with her

Another secret snapchat story

That you won’t see

Apparently that ain’t lying

Because what you don’t see isn’t apparently “happening”

So she is not lying when she posts those stories

In a wrong neighborhood

That is not where she lives

But that is where he lives

Leaving another digital path

Of her stalking

A man who doesn’t want her

That is why she can’t let go off it

He doesn’t want her

 No matter how many times he has said it

She will not believe it

The fantasy in her head tells a different story

The twisted story

She created on her own

Her delusions won’t let the truth stop her

She believes her own lies only

So she spend her days

 Believing this story of secret love affair

She created all alone

Chasing a fantasy

She can drive in his neighborhood as much she wants 

He is not home

Because he knows she is stalking

So she is driving around in vain trying to catch a glimpse of him

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Broken before giving  

Your promise was never meant to last

Because it was broken

Before you even said the words

You had already broken that promise

Before giving it

Yet you act like

You were promising something

So big and important

While it was already broken

And you had no intention to even try to keep it

It was all for show

Like always

I have learned now

How everything you do is for show

To play this fake persona

You try so desperately sell

Play pretend

Fake it until you make it

But you never made it

Just keep faking it all the time

Giving these fake promises

 That sounds great

But you have broken before words even leave your lying lips

But you see nothing wrong with that

Because only you matter no one else

So breaking promises is no big deal

Lying to everyone’s face

It is just another normal day to you

This is how you choose to live your life

Build it on endless lies

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Ready for another lie

Are you ready another lie?

With her it’s always just another lie

No matter what she says it won’t be ever be the truth

Just another lie

Because that is all she has to offer

And it ain’t anymore even pretty fraud

Just another cheap lie

No surprise this point

Most people just roll their eyes now

Every time she opens her mouth

She has been caught with too many lies

That most have stopped listening what she says

 Because they now know

It will be always just another lie

They ain’t gonna waste their time

Listening that anymore

So are you ready for another lie?

More hollow words

With no real emotions and feelings

Those can’t be ever found in them

Just empty words

With already broken promises

That is all that she offers

With her “sincere” love

So is that what you want?

Or are you tired of the lies too?

Have you had enough already?

Or still want to believe it wasn’t all a lie?

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