My mind lacks energy

I went outside yesterday. I took my camera with me. I spent time with a close friend. We took amazing wildlife photos. It was good. I got some great photographs. My favourite took me hours and was totally worth the wait.

Today I have a little extra pain in my shoulders, which is to be expected. They carried a bunch of kit all day.

NGL, though, my mental energy is still missing, presumed lost. It has been like that for a while. There is so much I want to do and very little that will actually happen.

I’m getting reasonable sleep and doing fun activities. I’m not sure what I am doing wrong. I got sun on my skin, I touched grass, and I achieved something to be proud of. This lack of oomph is frustrating. I can’t wait for it to leave me.

#depression #noEnergy #oomphDeficit

Really should have had jabs next week, I’ve got the front room and the dining room to prepare for plaster removal and damp proofing on Mon and Tues😩😩😩

I’m also stressing about newly blind Fluffy cat, who will have to be kept upstairs while this happens. But there’s no room upstairs because everything has been packed up since Feb, and they’ll be more after I prepare the other rooms.

Too overwhelmed to move at the moment.

#NoEnergy #EverythingHurts #FeelLikeShit

#Journal, Day 1649
Monday, 23 September 2024
Ukraine War: Day 944
Hamas-Israel War: Day 351
Mass shootings in the USA in 2024: 404
Days until the 2024 Election: 43

#noenergy #frustration #ITFails #applefail #microsoftfail

The energy it takes to do 'Grindr' is too much. I've said 'hi' , isn't that enough?

Here are pics.. Please fondle these bits more than other bits of me.

What more is there to say?

I'm in a low energy vibe.

Don't make say three things. I can't converse, I can't do the waiting and remembering to check the app thing either.

#grindr #noenergy

If this is another person using my time to plan fun things to cheer someone up, and isn’t a sneaky way to find out what I would want, so they can take me, I will be very pissed off 🤣

#Autistic #ADHD #AuDHD #SomeoneCheerMeUp #NoEnergy #FedUp