It's bad enough having to claw through my protective walls to write emotionally authentic lyrics… … and when I've crossed that bridge there's another chasm in front of me called "YOU'RE JUST A MEDIOCRE INSTRUMENTALIST, YOU NEED OTHER MUSICIANS TO ACHIEVE THE SOUND IN YOUR HEAD." 🥲


#singer-songwriter #musician-problems

It's really hard to hold on to my "mission" and "purpose" (hate the corporate-speak, ugh) for making music when living and working in a small town for the last couple of years has made me sooooo misanthropic. I was never really a people person, but at this point I've really given up hope of finding more than a handful of kindred spirits in the world… ever…


#actually-autistic #actuallyautistic #autism #adhd #audhd #musician-problems #misanthropy #disillusioned #humanity #loneliness #heartbreak #betrayal #individuality #life-purpose #kindred-spirits #broken-spirit

It's hard enough getting my meter/emphasis to match in V1 and V2, but in my latest song the rhyme schemes absolutely do not match… and it's like… am I being lazy? Do I need to polish it until it "follows the rules"? Especially since I'm not, ya know, "prolific" enough to break the rules? Or is that just… my thing, and the song is what it is?

I definitely prefer being more loose with my rhymes to FORCING an awkward or lazy rhyme… but… when do I earn permission to just completely freewheel it? Where's the line between structure and playing with the structure and just "might as well have no structure"?


#songwriting #singer-songwriter #musician-problems

@otheorange_tag 🎻 #MusicianProblems

Huh. That makes me wonder -- and YOU are the perfect one to ask:

if you are right handed, do you bow with your right? And finger the strings with your left? #BaroqueSun

Am I the only one who when I play someone else's bass with high action, I'm like, what the fuck are you doin'? I get it, you're use to it but ever cense I lowered mine, I never looked back! Same goes for guitars. #musicianLife #musictalk #musicianproblems
Man... I wish I could actually notate some of these little classical piano ideas that keep bouncing around in my head. But I can't because: 1, I never learned braille music notation. 2, I don't remember a lot about music theory. 3, I've no idea what notation software I could use to even begin to do that sort of thing. And 4, I'm lazy as fuck. #MusicianProblems
Although the gouge in my pinky finger is mostly healed over, there's still a noticeable indent. How did I acquire such a gouge, you ask? And I answer: folding music stand. Whom amongst us has not had some sort of run-in with a folding music stand at some point? #MusicianProblems #FirstWorldProblems

I was playing back my latest mix and thinking hmm, everything sounds so crisp and clean and...separated. Guess I'm gonna have to throw some more reverb on this to glue it all together!

And then I discovered I had turned off ALL THE REVERBS. 😂 😬 

#MusicProduction #Mixing #MusicianProblems #ADHDMusicians #ADHD

I’ve gone from “I have so many ideas for this song!”

to

“I am so sick of working on this song!”

#MusicProduction #ADHDMusicians #ADHD #MusicianProblems #musicians

Yes I suffer for my art but so does my spouse b/c he works from home and he can’t move about freely or use the bathroom while I’m recording vocals.  

(The kitties do not suffer for my art; they do whatever tf they want, and I have to just work around them.)  

#MusicProduction #MusiciansCats #Recording #DIYMusic #BedroomProducer #WFH #WorkFromHome #MusicianProblems