WildWords – Lord of the Flies

The flies come first
as rumor,

black letters of punctuation
in the cellar air,

small restless witnesses
to what I have not buried.

They find the hidden place
before I do,

the sweetness gone sour,
the secret body
given back to its elements.

I thought death
would announce itself
with trumpets,

or thunder,

or at least
a proper lament.

But here it is
in wings,

in the frantic scripture
of a thousand tiny bodies

writing circles
around the bulb.

Lord of the flies,
lord of the unclean corners,
lord of what ripens
when I refuse to look,

you do not create the death.

You only reveal it.

You rise from the wound
and make it audible.

You gather
where something has ended
and been left unnamed.

So I stand in the basement
with paper strips hanging
like sad yellow prayers,

with poison in the air,
with a broom in my hand,

and I know
this is not only about flies.

Something in me
has also gone untended.

Some old grief
has softened in the dark.

Some resentment
has been born in bitter warmth.

Some fear
has bred in the damp boxes
of the soul.

And the outer world,
faithful as a mirror,
begins to reflect what is within.

The dead thing calls forth wings.

The buried thing
becomes a cloud.

Lord above,
but Lord beneath even this,

teach me to descend
without disgust,

to find what has died,
to name it,
to remove it,

to open the window
where I can,

to let the clean wind
do its slow ministry.

For even the fly
is a witness,

even decay
is a kind of bell,

even infestation
can become annunciation

if it leads me
to the hidden corpse,

if it leads me
to the truth,

if it leads me
at last

to bury what is dead
and bless what still
wants to live.

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Faith After Longevity: Why Belief Was Easier When Life Was Short

By Cliff Potts, CSO & Editor-in-Chief of WPS News

Baybay City, Leyte, Philippines — May 17, 2026

A Theology Built for a Short Life

Christian theology did not emerge in a world like ours. It was born into a reality where disease and accident were routine, where death was not an abstraction but a constant presence, and where many people never lived long enough to experience the kind of extended adulthood that is common today.

For most of human history, average life expectancy ranged roughly between 30 and 50 years, heavily shaped by extremely high infant and child mortality rates (Fogel, 2004; Roser et al., 2019). In the Roman world of the first century — the same environment in which Christianity emerged — life expectancy at birth is commonly estimated between 20 and 30 years, rising substantially only for those who survived childhood (Scheidel, 2009).

That point matters because theology is not created in a vacuum. It is shaped by the conditions people live under, and by how much time they believe they have.

Christian belief formed in a world where urgency was not optional. It was survival.

Mortality as a Daily Reality

High mortality rates were not limited to infancy. Disease, malnutrition, violence, and childbirth all contributed to a world where reaching old age was uncertain at best. In medieval Europe, life expectancy remained low, generally between 30 and 40 years (Hatcher, 2008). Even by the early 19th century, global life expectancy still hovered around 30 to 40 years (Roser et al., 2019).

Child mortality alone reshaped human behavior. In many historical societies, a very large share of children died before adulthood, often in the range of 30% to 50%, depending on place and era (Volk & Atkinson, 2013). Parents learned caution. Communities adapted to recurring loss. In some settings, naming practices could be delayed or social attachment moderated by the brutal knowledge that survival was not guaranteed.

In that environment, religion functioned as an immediate framework for meaning. It answered a pressing question: What happens if I die soon?

Christianity’s emphasis on salvation, judgment, repentance, and eternal life fits that psychological reality with remarkable force.

The Long Arc of Human Longevity

A simple historical timeline helps make the scale of the change clear.

In the ancient world surrounding the early Christian era, life expectancy at birth was often in the 20s or low 30s, largely because so many died in infancy or childhood (Scheidel, 2009). Through much of the medieval and early modern periods, average life expectancy remained broadly low by modern standards, commonly around 30 to 40 years, with local variation depending on famine, war, disease, and class position (Hatcher, 2008; Fogel, 2004).

The real break came much later. Beginning in the 19th century and accelerating through the 20th century, sanitation, vaccination, improved nutrition, and public health sharply reduced early death. Global life expectancy rose from roughly the low 30s in the 1800s to more than 70 years in the modern era, with many countries moving well into the upper 70s and 80s (Roser et al., 2019; United Nations, 2024).

That is not a minor adjustment. It is a total rewrite of the human timetable.

Brain Development and the Shape of Belief

Modern neuroscience adds another layer. Full cognitive maturity is not usually reached until around ages 25 to 27, especially in areas involving judgment, impulse control, and long-term planning (Arain et al., 2013; Johnson et al., 2009). Emotional development often stabilizes earlier, but it does not arrive all at once, and life experience continues shaping it long after adolescence.

In historical terms, many human beings never reached those later stages at all.

That creates a structural mismatch. The doctrines that shaped Christianity were formed in a world where many believers died before reaching full neurological maturity. Faith therefore developed under conditions where urgency, authority, dependency, and simplified moral frameworks had unusual power.

This helps explain why doctrines centered on salvation, judgment, and reward often resonate most strongly with the young. Youth lives close to crisis by default. It is the season of identity formation, moral intensity, fear, hope, and binary thinking. Promises of eternal justice land hard when life itself feels uncertain and short.

When Death Moves Further Away

Modern longevity changes the equation.

When people begin living into their 60s, 70s, and 80s, theology is forced to operate across stretches of time it was never built to explain well. The question is no longer simply what must I do before I die. It becomes something heavier: What am I supposed to make of all this after decades of waiting?

Long life produces accumulation. People do not endure one grief. They endure many. They bury parents, siblings, spouses, friends, and sometimes children. They watch governments fail repeatedly. They see corruption outlast reform. They see cruelty survive exposure. They pray for healing, justice, peace, and relief, then live long enough to watch many of those prayers remain unanswered.

When death is near, cosmic justice can function as reassurance. When death is far away, cosmic justice begins to resemble deferred payment on a debt that never clears.

That is where faith becomes harder.

The Problem of Long-Term Suffering

Christian theology speaks powerfully to crisis. It can offer comfort in the hospital room, at the graveside, in persecution, in addiction, in fear, in sudden loss. It has language for the emergency.

It has far less language for attrition.

The Gospel narratives do not give us an old Jesus reflecting on decades of institutional failure. The apostolic writings do not come from people who spent 50 years wrestling with repeated disappointment in public life, family life, and prayer life. The framework is strong on immediacy, strong on redemption, strong on sacrifice, and strong on hope under pressure. It is weaker on the lived reality of accumulated suffering over a long life.

That gap matters because late-life suffering is not simply more suffering. It is suffering interpreted through memory.

A young believer may ask why this is happening. An old believer may ask why this kept happening, why it kept not changing, and why the promises that once sustained them now feel worn thin.

Why Faith Often Gets Harder With Age

There is a sentimental assumption in many religious cultures that faith naturally grows easier and sweeter with age. Sometimes that happens. Often it does not.

What age usually brings is not simplicity. It brings pattern recognition.

Older believers have seen more funerals, more betrayals, more hypocrisy, more political fraud, more unanswered prayer, more deferred justice, and more moral compromise dressed up as necessity. They have also seen their own limitations more clearly. They know what did not happen. They know what was promised. They know what was postponed. They know what was lost.

That does not make them weaker believers. It makes them harder to console with slogans.

Faith erosion in later life is often described as personal failure, spiritual drift, or loss of discipline. That reading is too easy. In many cases, the real issue is that people have lived long enough to test the framework against reality, and reality did not resolve on schedule.

A Religion Shaped by Youth, Crisis, and Early Death

This does not prove that God does not exist. It does not settle metaphysical questions. It does not invalidate religious experience.

But it does suggest that Christianity emerged within a human context very different from the one many believers now inhabit. It may have been unintentionally optimized for youth, for crisis, and for a world in which early death gave urgency to every promise.

In a short-life world, salvation is immediate, judgment is near, and hope is practical.

In a long-life world, believers outlive the emotional and historical conditions that first made the framework feel stable. They continue living after the initial promises stop functioning as expected. They accumulate data. They carry unanswered questions. They suffer not just pain, but repetition.

That is why faith can become harder with age rather than easier. Not because the believer is morally weaker. Because the believer has had more time to see.

The Unresolved Tension

Modern longevity has not abolished belief. It has changed the conditions under which belief must survive.

A theology forged in a world of short lives may still speak to the human condition, but it does not automatically answer the burden of long duration. It does not fully explain what believers are supposed to do with decades of disappointment, recurring injustice, and prayers that remain suspended in silence.

That is the problem modern faith has to face honestly.

If faith was forged in a world where life was short, what does honest belief look like in a world where life is long — and suffering accumulates?

References

Arain, M., Haque, M., Johal, L., Mathur, P., Nel, W., Rais, A., Sandhu, R., & Sharma, S. (2013). Maturation of the adolescent brain. Neuropsychiatric Disease and Treatment, 9, 449–461. https://doi.org/10.2147/NDT.S39776

Fogel, R. W. (2004). The escape from hunger and premature death, 1700–2100: Europe, America, and the Third World. Cambridge University Press.

Hatcher, J. (2008). Mortality in the Middle Ages. Past & Present, 201(1), 3–34. https://doi.org/10.1093/pastj/gtn019

Johnson, S. B., Blum, R. W., & Giedd, J. N. (2009). Adolescent maturity and the brain: The promise and pitfalls of neuroscience research in adolescent health policy. Journal of Adolescent Health, 45(3), 216–221. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.jadohealth.2009.05.016

Roser, M., Ortiz-Ospina, E., & Ritchie, H. (2019). Life expectancy. Our World in Data. https://ourworldindata.org/life-expectancy

Scheidel, W. (2009). Roman age structure: Evidence and models. In W. Scheidel (Ed.), Debating Roman demography (pp. 1–81). Brill.

United Nations, Department of Economic and Social Affairs, Population Division. (2024). World population prospects 2024. United Nations.

Volk, A. A., & Atkinson, J. A. (2013). Infant and child death in the human environment of evolutionary adaptation. Evolution and Human Behavior, 34(3), 182–192. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.evolhumbehav.2012.11.007

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A quotation from James Howell

One may live and learn, and be hang’d and forget all.

James Howell (c. 1594–1666) Welsh historian and writer
Paroimiographia [Παροιμιογραφία]: Proverbs, or, Old Sayed Sawes & Adages, “English Proverbs” (1659)
[compiler]

More about this quote: wist.info/howell-james/84009/

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Howell, James - Paroimiographia [Παροιμιογραφία]: Proverbs, or, Old Sayed Sawes & Adages, "English Proverbs" (1659) [compiler] | WIST Quotations

One may live and learn, and be hang'd and forget all.

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Is This Why Science Advances One Funeral at a Time?

Is This Why Science Advances One Funeral at a Time? As researchers age, they produce less disruptive work.

My review of Night Terminus by Ellis Scott appears in The Seaboard Review of Books

https://www.theseaboardreview.ca/p/night-terminus-by-ellis-scott

#fiction #canlit #mortality #aidsandhiv #mentors #travel #novel

Night Terminus by Ellis Scott

An evocative debut novel reflecting the determination and resilience of a gay diaspora as it faced extinction.

The Seaboard Review of Books

Compared to 17 other high-income countries, death rates are higher in the U.S. from multiple causes. Although death rates from homicides were much higher in the U.S., the largest contributor to excess deaths was circulatory diseases for every year from 1999 to 2022 except for 2010.

Summary: https://scienceblog.com/america-has-a-heart-problem-not-just-a-drug-problem/

Original paper: https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamanetworkopen/fullarticle/2848779

#Science #Health #Mortality #USHealthCare #CVD

Are You Living a Life Worth Remembering?

I sat with a thought the other night that I couldn’t shake. What happens when the clock runs out? Not in a dark way. Just honestly. When my time is done, what am I leaving behind?

Not money. Not possessions. Something deeper than that.

Recently I wrote something that started as a poem and ended up feeling like a letter to the people I love most. It was about the end. About being remembered not by what you owned but by what you gave. By the values you chose to live by. By the moments that made the people around you feel something real.

That got me thinking about men I know, including a younger version of me. Most of us are not living with any real intention. We are surviving. We are reacting. We are postponing the version of ourselves that actually matters. And the clock keeps ticking while we wait for the right time.

The right time is now. It has always been now.

The Clock Is Already Running

You do not need to be sick or old to understand that time is moving. It is moving right now, while you read this. The question is not whether it will run out. It will. The only question worth asking is what you are doing with it while it is still yours.

Men I have met in their 40s and 50s will tell you the same thing if you ask them honestly. They were busy but not purposeful. Productive on paper but absent in practice. Careers got built. Bank accounts got filled. Everything got ticked off the list except the actual work of becoming someone worth knowing.

Being occupied is not the same as being present. Being successful is not the same as being meaningful. Those are two very different games and most of us have been playing the wrong one.

What People Actually Remember

When someone is gone, the conversations at their funeral are never about job titles or balance sheets. People talk about how that person made them feel. They bring up a specific moment. A piece of advice that redirected their life. A laugh they still cannot explain. A hard truth delivered with enough love that it actually landed.

That is your legacy. Nothing more and nothing less.

Energy gets remembered. Presence gets remembered. Whether you showed up when it was inconvenient gets remembered. Whether you were honest when it would have been easier to stay quiet gets remembered. Those are the things people carry with them long after you are gone.

Your LinkedIn profile will not be mentioned once.

The Gap Most Men Are Carrying

Here is the uncomfortable part. Most men live with a gap between who they actually are and who they always intended to be. They tell themselves they will be more present when work slows down. More honest when the timing is better. More emotionally available when things are less stressful.

Work never slows down. Timing never gets better. Stress does not go anywhere on its own.

I carried that gap for years. Some days it still shows up. The difference now is that I catch it faster and I close it quicker. Awareness alone does not fix anything but it is the starting point for everything.

If you were gone tomorrow, what would the people who love you say about you? Would they say you were present? That you were real with them? That your being in their lives made them better?

Sit with that question. Seriously sit with it.

Close the Gap While You Still Can

The work is not complicated. It is just uncomfortable, which is why most men avoid it.

Closing the gap means having the conversations you have been putting off. Showing up fully instead of halfway. Making decisions based on the man you want to be remembered as rather than the man who takes the path of least resistance. Saying the things that matter out loud while you still have the chance to say them.

It means living in a way that, when the time finally comes, the people who mattered to you already know it. Not because you left a note. Because the way you lived made it obvious every single day.

You do not have to be perfect. Nobody is asking for that. You just have to be real, be present, and start now.

The clock is already running. Do not wait for a better moment to become the man worth remembering.

If this landed with you, send it to someone who needs to read it today.

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Socio-economic factors impact vulnerability to and burden of heat- and cold-related mortality in Europe - Nature Health

European regions with higher levels of deprivation and inequality were associated with increased vulnerability to heat and cold, whereas regions with higher GDP and life expectancy showed lower vulnerability to cold but higher to heat.

Nature

https://www.nature.com/articles/s44360-026-00106-0

" #mortality burdens attributable to socio-economic disparities, with +301,799 temperature-related #deaths linked to the inability to keep the #home warm, +183,071 to #population ageing (≥80 years) and +180,402 for income #inequality "

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Socio-economic factors impact vulnerability to and burden of heat- and cold-related mortality in Europe - Nature Health

European regions with higher levels of deprivation and inequality were associated with increased vulnerability to heat and cold, whereas regions with higher GDP and life expectancy showed lower vulnerability to cold but higher to heat.

Nature