it has been a day of zaps. nerves reconnecting feels like little electric shocks, mostly little, some big, and a couple today that made me yelp out loud. its all good and its all progress but its kind of been A LOT today.

dilation is also shifting from a purely mechanical exercise and into… ahem. i need to stay perfectly focused on chaste thoughts. i feel like an actual sexual response would tear everything apart, which is irrational, i know. still intimidating.

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TIME TO DILATE AGAIN!!!

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so i went into this with zero aesthetic hopes. vaginoplasty was fully covered by manitoba health, i wasnt gonna complain if the end result was a crude, frankenstein approximation. functional was my highest hope.

and immediately after, bruised and swollen and bristling with sutures, thats what she looked like. i was still content.

but the bulk of the swelling has gone down now, the bruises are almost faded. and oh gosh, fam. she's beautiful.

💕

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she's so cozy tucked up where shes supposed to be. i kind of despise most uses of the words "supposed" and "should" but i really have no better words. its just… right.

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what they told me: there's a piece of gauze between labia majora and minora thats held in place by a blood clot; once things have healed itll come out on its own. it may fall out in bits and pieces. just throw the gauze scraps away

what they did NOT tell me: the gauze may come out when youre not looking and you'll be like: where'd it go? did it go inside? (which is bad) and you will never ever know what happened to it. live with the mystery forever

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surprising nobody but myself, the morning after my 22-hour day of packing, airline travel, unpacking, and of course four dilation sessions, my body is not at all happy with me.

but after this session i get to shower in my own shower, and start unfucking my hair.

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RE: https://dice.camp/@miriamrobern/116092976311539222

My Monster Vaginoplasty Thread

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