I really envy people who have a comfort zone.

I just left, because group dynamics were too stressful, only to be more stressed by leaving, lonelyness, feeling of being excluded or rather excluding myself and ultimately self-hatred and doubting any progress that I ever made, because the biggest question still seems unsolvable.
The question of how to leave a comfort zone that doesn't exist looks easy in comparison to this: "If I have to love myself before anyone else can love me, and the reason I hate myself is because nobody ever loved me, does that mean I should just give up?"

#mh #GroupDynamics #FeelingLeftOut #SocialAnxiety #SocialPhobia #NotJustShy #NotJustLonely #SelfHatred

Počas 15 rokov plánovanej garantovanej výkupnej ceny týchto zdrojov tak môže podľa SAPI celkový účet domácností a firiem za dotácie elektriny z plynu narásť až na 600 miliónov eur.

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SAPI kritizuje dotovanie výroby elektriny z plynu

Počas 15 rokov plánovanej garantovanej výkupnej ceny týchto zdrojov tak môže podľa SAPI celkový účet domácností a firiem za dotácie elektriny z plynu narásť až na 600 miliónov eur.

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When I was actively traumatized for over a decade and was constantly in fight-flight-freeze-mode, all my teachers called me lazy.

When I had a 4 year long depression with anhedonia, my mom called that tiredness.

When I had a PAIS two times for 3 months with fatique syndrome, my mom called that tiredness.

Now I have a burnout my mom tells me "just make sure you don't fall back into that tiredness".

All my life I am an extrovert with social phobia and people keep telling me to get out of my comfort zone.
How do I get out of something that doesn't exist?

#mh #ph #ToxicPositivity #NotJustSad #NotJustTired #NotJustShy

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Despite my flight response and my traditional coping mechanism in these circumstances, I did a beefcake.

I chose my physical wellbeing over my own brain’s preferences and put my energy into myself instead of thinking about an individuals words to me.

They are almost certainly not spending any time or energy thinking about what they said to me.
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