Since I was a child I have internalised that you shouldn't moan about things. You don't necessarily have to be positive but you shouldn't be negative.
I've also internalised that expressing any emotion or conviction caused by #LowSelfEsteem as moaning. So mostly I just sit & let the feelings churn inside, & say I'm fine when I'm not, & smile even while the tears are building up. And all the while convinced that there is something fundamentally wrong with me but I can't say that to anyone irl.
Is #SocialMedia Making Us More #Narcissistic?
#Lowselfesteem and narcissistic traits have been linked to social media use.
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✔️ People pleasing was a daily occurrence ⚠️ People pleasing went past patients; I had to bend over backwards for 🤕 doctors and managers 📈 I was constantly walking on 🥚 eggshells.
#walking #on #eggshells #daily #peoplepleasing #people #peoplepleaser #lowselfesteem #lowselfworth #doctors #managers #manager #favoritism #bendingoverbackwards
Childhood adversity may trigger obesity in adolescence
https://www.msn.com/en-gb/health/other/childhood-adversity-may-trigger-obesity-in-adolescence/ar-BB1hgQSU?ei=19
#Childhood
#Adversity
#ChildhoodAdversity
#Obesity
#Adolescence
#Teenagers
#Teens
#LowSelfEsteem
#LowSelfWorth
Note: this is a very short version of my current thoughts and feelings.
I've had a great weekend with my partner, absolutely amazing communication, we're closer than ever, about to celebrate 16 years married next month. Why, as soon as he leaves for work, do I feel such #lowselfesteem? I have no reason whatsoever to #worry, yet here I am, worrying. I have spoken to him about it, and he's so understanding and always there for me. I am humbled and so grateful to have a partner like him.
Context: #wasband (ex-husband) #cheated for almost all of 2004 with one person (formerly a very close friend of mine), and we'd barely been married 7 months when it started. Before I learned the truth, I was told I was imagining things, that "he wouldn't do that", that I was #crazy. It's unfair that my partner should have to deal with my past, and I feel a lot of guilt over that.
Try to write something interesting or just post a shirtless pic?
Decisions decisions…
In truth I dislike most pics of myself which oddly is why at times I post a lot of selfies. Trying to get over my dislike of me as it were. So far this has been mainly face pics. Posting more “revealing”shots makes me slightly uncomfortable which is kinda why I think I should do it more. Lol.
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