Tired…

...of being (so very) tired... I've been struggling with my health for a bit. Arwen has been struggling with hers too. It makes me more stressed. I can't do the things that I love to do. I can't exercise as I'd like. I can't sleep properly anymore. I get some good sleep, usually, but if it's 6 hours, then that's it. And if I try to keep more, I am often rewarded with freakingly bad nightmares, so I just get up when I am awake. But, it leaves me more and more tired. And while I would like to keep going, it's getting harder to do so every day... And, when I have the time to relax a bit, with a movie on the couch, after some walkies with Arwen... I usually almost start to doze off... And then my brain remembers that I should do something first, before I an relax. And once I have done that, it will be impossible for me to snooze... I will try, and I will fail. And well, to be honest, I am just so tired of feeling tired all the time. And I am annoyed that my body and brain won't allow me the time I need to relax and recharge... […]

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