Fast writing and instant communication has become built into our expectations of one another under #latecapitalist #academia. I find myself unable to keep up, which means I miss out on a lot of opportunities. But I’m grateful that my brain forces me into slowness because it makes my work better.
Fuck fast-food academia!
Fuck the neoliberal university!
Fuck ableist journals and departments!
Long live slow scholarship!
#neurodivergent #sensoryprocessingsensitivity #hyperfocus #slowscholarship

Writing code to measure perf metrics for cu$stomer;
Also in an ongoing job search. fused thoughts: self-assessment, self-promotion, interview anxiety
In this #LateCapitalist modern org these are all joined.
@ google we had to do perf twice a year. all about" impact". but primarily about visibility;
promo was tied to this.
an exercise in deciding "market value" in an org which lacks classic industrial productivity metrics.
What form of 'self' is produced out of this #IdeologicalApparatus?