at once bored and busy, restless and exhausted, meh and meow, ennui and enfeebled, at a loss in a shower of winds, sleepless, listful, involuntarily insouciant, full of words that get lost in the making of lines without meaning, never felt better than a sting in the heal, unlustig, inconsolable, low and beholden to a switch that never stops, never heeds, never holds, never lets go.









