My ex gf called me not once but twice yesterday and made stupid excuses, like, “my dad was trying to call my mom and called you”, and, “I was on the phone w my friend and Siri called you”. OBVIOUS LIES!!!! Pmooooooo OMFG I’m married go away

#jiraidon #jirai #yandon

i wish i could be more active on here :< once i leave for a little bit it’s hard to come back on because i’m so out of the loop!!

𓈒 𓏼 ۟ 𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 ! : #lucidon #jirai #jiraidon #jiraicommunity #landmine #landminedon

mrrrrp hello world… rare luci appearance
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𓈒 𓏼 ۟ 𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 ! : #lucidon #jirai #jiraidon #jiraicommunity #landmine #landminedon

speakin in english is so humalitating like vro why do i sound like THAT #jirai #jiraidon

I just tried to lower my music volume by setting the brightness of my phone down . . .
We are losing the plot 💔🥹

#jiraidon #jiraiboy #landmine #landminedon #jirai

vent !!
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
► Nevermind .
► Nobody cares about me when I'm unhappy . Back to spamming .
‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹
tags- .°˖✧

#jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #irlyan #yanblog #yangirl #yanboy #yanposting #jiraiblog #jiraigirl #jiraiboy #landmine #landmineposting #jiraiLifestyle #jiraiposting #moedon #moeposting #bpdposting #celinedon #celinedoncrying

vent !!
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
► I wonder if anyone would care if I just disappeared.
► Did anyone even notice I wasn't here?
‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹
tags- .°˖✧

#jirai #jiraidon #jiraitakeover #yanderedon #yandon #irlyan #yanblog #yangirl #yanboy #yanposting #jiraiblog #jiraigirl #jiraiboy #landmine #landmineposting #jiraiLifestyle #jiraiposting #moedon #moeposting #bpdposting #celinedon #celinedoncrying

My mom blaming my sleep issues on my bf is wild when I can’t even sleep without him there. Can’t tell them that tho since I’m being too “clingy” and not dividing my time evenly between them and him or whatever (cus I’m obligated to do that for some reason) I hate telling them my problems. They’re response is mostly something like “just fix it yourself”
#landmine #jirai #jiraidon
I don't want to be kind or do any of my hobbies anymore, love hurts, passion hurts, i don't want neither cause both have left nothing but permanent trauma and years of pain, emptiness and hatred for myself and others, i have received almost nothing from them, i want to be an emotionless, self serving asshole, i want to live just using and hurting others the same way they hurt and used and abused me back, i want to be lacking of humanity, I'm not meant for all of this, people are nothing but cruel to me and i still don't get what i did wrong, everybody returns any of my efforts to be kind or show off my art with ignorance, apathy or pain, is this it? I'm better off a combat android, a robot of sorts than a failing, overfeeling flesh abomination.

.・。.・゜✭・

🌠 ➹ The 'Arcade' taught me: your heart will always find a way : #AcceleratingArcadeDwellers #jiraidon #jirai #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jiraiblog #jiraitakeover #landmineblogging #landminedon #landminelifestyle