anana βͺdiscovering new music is overrated all i need is mitski and miku
how he feels after vanishing for five hours just to have a nothing burger not even 20 minute text convo js to leave again for a damn nap
boomshakalaka im back on the small breakfast + banana + dinner grind π₯ i bet he'll be happy to see me nice and snatched and hourglass figure body tea >< im gonna be pretty again!!!!
ok im chilling now lalala
i want to be ripped apart limb by limb i hate this
nothing would make me happy now i think if i just die it'll fix it all
and i say these things and know what i could do but i won't because i'm a lazy coward and can't even leave my bed
why does anyone love me
i don't deserve love. i don't deserve happiness i don't deserve anything good i have. i really believe my disappearance would leave everyone unaffected. i lack value. im a bad partner bad friend bad daughter i don't understand why anyone could like me
nothing but wasted talent money time
i can't even get out of bed on time it's noon and i haven't moved out of under the blanket
i deserve to be left behind
i love sitting there and staring at his location.. especially when he's about to come over so i just "happen" to come outside right when he arrives ahaha..