I have to be honest with you all
I have to be honest with you all - Lemmygrad
cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/10416284 [https://lemmygrad.ml/post/10416284] > I don’t have my Vyvanse. I abused it initially at the beginning of my 90-day refill and went over and now I’m asking for an emergency refill and… Yeah… > > It’ll be a month until I get Vyvanse again. > > I used it to get through a scary time in my life, but I’m through it now. > > But now I have no Abilify (lost it) and Vyvanse (until next month). > > I will say this: being without Vyvanse is not as bad as I thought it would be. > > And the cannabis gummies I’m taking sort-of ease things (if anyone knows any that cuts through brain fog or make me think clearer, let me know). > > But honestly, it was my own damn fault. > > And now I’m switching to BlueCross BlueShields because I have no insurance; the Abilify refill cost $2,000 without my old insurance. > > Again, I accept that it was my own fault, but I’m glad that I at least was able to get a job. > > Thanks, everyone, for cheering me on in getting that job. > > It was a lot easier than I thought it would be. > > I’m not sure if there is a therapy for withdrawal, but someone in my family is seeing if they can find a “withdrawal therapist” while I wait till mid-February for my Vyvanse pill refill.