500 Characters isnt enough when youre about to #euthanize your 19yr old cat and need to write it out.
She has been unable to hold down food or water for a while now. She urinates and defecates when she pukes and my brain thinks it can all be cured. It cant. She is #dying
This finality has thrown me into a spacey and flat #headspace that feels rude and distanced.
Ive had her for 19 yrs. At 4pm today Miss Maia will die.
I just dont want her to suffer.
#cats
#pets
#grief
#cat
#death
I really despise this whole 'Your Silence Is Compliance' trip that people lay on us when it all gets political, because actually no, it's not, my silence is AuDHD, Complex Trauma and Borderline Personality Disorder trying VERY hard indeed not to call you out as a bullying, domineering piece of sh*t, and focus on functioning.
Some of us have some very much internal politics we need to do deal with, your politics just makes us lock up and spin out.
Raimondas
Dr Danny Penman
Melissa
Gary Day