βI believe that grief exists where love was β nothing and no one will fill that gap.β
"Grief changes you. It's incredibly discombobulating and disarming. No one warns you about the horrendous, joyful, or hilarious moments you have, where your instinctive reflex is to pick up the phone ... and then, like the weight of a cannonball in the pit of your stomach, you remember β they're gone."
https://www.glamourmagazine.co.uk/article/coping-with-grief-christmas-festive-period