Ninja Kitteh Vs Shaolin Puppy

Mental Torture Pg 6

Ninja Kitteh Vs Shaolin Puppy

Mental Torture Pg 2

Weekly blog post dropped yesterday!

"UGH is a totally valid opinion!"

Who would you die for? (continuation of last week's conversation with my indoctrinated self: https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/ )

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/who-would-you-die-for-continuation-of-last-weeks-conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/

#MH #MentalHealth #EmotionalAbuse #AbuseSurvivor

Conversation with my indoctrinated self (tw for mentions of rape, CSA, animal cruelty and eating disorders) — aurin

The Invisible Wound: Why We Need to Stop Ignoring Emotional Abuse

Understanding, Escaping, and Ending the Abuse No One Sees

Barbara Jo Ladd, PsyD

One covert narcissist and two enablers. I held my own in that place longer than most could or would. Didn't break down. Found a job and went to it regardless of what was happening at home.

False accusations. Random people walking into my room. No real support. I never broke down. And at the end I was setting boundaries with authority — all three housemates.
I'm battle tested. But man — I'm tired now. I'm ready for peace.

#NarcissisticAbuse #EmotionalAbuse #Healing #Boundaries #Survival

New blog post dropped! These are weekly now, every thursday you get some emotional healing examples from real life (me)!

In this one, I used anti-indoctrination techniques as explained by cult-survivor, -researcher and -therapist Dr. Steven Hassan in a conversation with a part of myself.

It's also an example of how the fruits of cult research can help with things that aren't Kool-Aid level, "clearly a cult". In this case, I focus mainly on interpersonal emotional abuse in the context of veganism.

Conversation with my indoctrinated self (tw for mentions of rape, CSA, animal cruelty and eating disorders)

https://aurin.mataroa.blog/blog/conversation-with-my-indoctrinated-self/

#MentalHealth #EmotionalAbuse #AbuseSurvivor #NeuroSpicy

Conversation with my indoctrinated self (tw for mentions of rape, CSA, animal cruelty and eating disorders) — aurin

The self-doubt is gone. My mind is quiet. There are patterns and I know these patterns — and that is absolutely kryptonite for hidden controlling types.

Someone walked into my room at 6:30am and stood there trying to justify himself instead of rushing for the exit. I already knew before that moment. My read on people is almost instant now. That's because I trust myself more.

#EmotionalAbuse #Healing #NarcissisticAbuse #Discernment #Mindfulness